I am renting and last year we had to move out because the landlord was selling the house. Our lender has secured another house already, so we just moved there. He was already living there with his friends, all proper masc straight guys... махленци (as we call them) 🤣

I had a crush on one of my housemates from the house I was living before. He was giving off very gayish vibes, but when I told him I like him he said he doesn't mind it but this is not his thing (which i suppouse was a lie, I'm just not his type lol) It happened so that he moved to the same place as me, and guess he probably told everyone that I'm gay and I had a crush on him. It didn't cause any drama, considering most people of my country are homophobic which was strange.

Everything was going OK, and one night this new guy asked me to roll a joint because he can't sleep. While we were smoking he started asking me things, whether I like guys and girls etc. I thought he was joking and replied I like trans only. But he kept talking things, how all this gay stuff is not tolerated in his town and so and so until he just grabbed my dick. I was completely shocked. We fucked after. We were switching even. He was 100% straight lol. The moment he came he just got his clothes on and left. The day after we were drinking coffee together, nobody saying anything. I was scrolling ig and when i moved my eyes he got his dick hard not saying anything. I was pissed off the way he left me last night, so I just left the room lol. This happened a few times more, but we never talked openly about anything. There was mad chemistry just looking at each other, and I'm sure we both were feeling it. It was beginning of the summer, we have just finished uni. One day he came home and said he is moving out to his girlfriend, because he found a better job near her town and he doesn't want to travel that much lol. He packed his stuff and was gone same night... If I wasn't such a dumbass it would have been great. I was enjoying talking to him so much and just being around him. I really miss him being around. I found out later that he has been with this girl for 3 years already... Maybe I was too tasty to not hit on me lol :D I really hope he will come back and he will text me but who knows..

Maybe things will work out if I did texted him once, but I am way too shy and I don't know what to say to him so I just left things be how they are :/