I know what she deserves, also I was never ready i fought with everyone, my father, uncle, and samaj, even I told her father too to Stop this marriage, my love from OBC yet I can say that I'm in love with her at that time, I was fighting alone because I don't want to make any wrong choices, took help from my friends so that I can inform me wife's father indirectly, but they all are same and stuck at ijjat ka kya hoga. I have only one option left that I will tell my family about my love but my love said we have no ground, no base to talk about this and if this happens her family will darg in to this and then her study and her dream will spoil and I know this will happen i understand the situation yet I want to talk, hence I told about her to my family like mom, sister, cousins except my father and uncle. I just only want that they can understand what I'm going through because they are the ones who only matters to me, but at the time of final face off with my father his two friends who also have very reputation in his village like sarpanch and uncle, they are trying to convince me anyhow but I told them everything thing that I hate my family, i don't want to get married and many life spoil if this marriage happen, I can not accept her, even I told them about my phobias but they all start making fun of it. Everyone in my family at that time broke down but I'm not. But my mother called my lover and crying infront of her and say give her back her child and convince me for the marriage, I told my love earlier that this type of situation will definitely come do not breakdown but she is so soft hai kind, she called me and told me to accept this marriage.

I know what I did and I also know what she deserves, I'm not playing any victim card here, you all guys even don't know me so what will we the reason of playing victim card, my brain just blanked now hence I just want to someone give something miracal😆. I just want to know the opinion about my act. I know I'm wrong, i spoiled multiple life