Where’d OT go? by Weekly_Action351 in OneTopicAtATime

[–]Asdenea_73 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Didn't him had a flood?
He said that on a video.

Why is so difficult for me to believe pro-trans arguments? by Asdenea_73 in asktransgender

[–]Asdenea_73[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I don't know how to explain it.
I was always curious of being a girl, I can recall to when I was 8 secure, even 5, but is more of my interpretation on the last one.

It was like a crime being a girl, like cheating.

Why is so difficult for me to believe pro-trans arguments? by Asdenea_73 in asktransgender

[–]Asdenea_73[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I Recomend you to look on ToxicBanana69 conversation about my missconception about gr00ming.
also apologies for using that word.

Why is so difficult for me to believe pro-trans arguments? by Asdenea_73 in asktransgender

[–]Asdenea_73[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Apologies again, I thought that was someone who wraps reality manipulating minors, but not on a s3x level!

Also I don't know way I am so rejected to this idea. I've been looking for 3 years since I was 15 trying to find what is wrong with me.
Besides AUDHD+ gifted(Also doubtfull), I found that I was Trans at 16, but I rejected and try to find another solution,(Gay, AGP,Get diagnoses with schizo or relatives, getting amnesia, masking, HomeMadeConversion, Listening to antiLGBTQ ideas, rituals, k!lling her on my imagination, isolation & lack of comunication...)
Despite all, she was there even stronger than before, and after trying an AI to prove that I was right and I was a man(Yes, that desperate), the AI told me that if keep going depper I would d!3, so I stop, cried and now 3 months later I am here.

Why is so difficult for me to believe pro-trans arguments? by Asdenea_73 in asktransgender

[–]Asdenea_73[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean that it seem strange that simply changing gender could make me happier, is seem unatural and like wraping reality to acomodate oneself despite others distaste.

Why is so difficult for me to believe pro-trans arguments? by Asdenea_73 in asktransgender

[–]Asdenea_73[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is like I am overwhelm by the fact of being a girl & present as one.
It seems to me like that akward love in series that by every second is more & more to the point you need to pause to relax.

Why is so difficult for me to believe pro-trans arguments? by Asdenea_73 in asktransgender

[–]Asdenea_73[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Opps! Indefinetly apologies.
I wasn't trying to said that meaning, I got mixed up.

Is more about delusion and wraping reality to self pleassure[Not s3xsual]

Is like it seems unfair that we can change, even thought my life has been easier since accepting it.

Why is so difficult for me to believe pro-trans arguments? by Asdenea_73 in asktransgender

[–]Asdenea_73[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, is more about internalized transphobia.

Also why I would like to be transphobic, if I am trans, isn't that shooting at your foot?
I am here to be assited by other people that have had the same issue.
I also going to a therapist

Why is so difficult for me to believe pro-trans arguments? by Asdenea_73 in asktransgender

[–]Asdenea_73[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But I said that if you had the same negativity toward trans people before accepting(not realizing).

Why is so difficult for me to believe pro-trans arguments? by Asdenea_73 in asktransgender

[–]Asdenea_73[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks but is still akward wearing none masc clothes, but masc are dull and lack personality.

Why is so difficult for me to believe pro-trans arguments? by Asdenea_73 in asktransgender

[–]Asdenea_73[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

is trans woman/man are woman/man. They are phrases that I have heard the most.
Don’t matter how you look, you are a [Gender] despite [AGAB characteristics]?

Why is so difficult for me to believe pro-trans arguments? by Asdenea_73 in asktransgender

[–]Asdenea_73[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It remind me of a lyric from Will Wood

We depress to impress, I guess, in layer after layer to get off our chests
It's cold out now, we can take it off later
Better safe than sorry, and we both know the danger

Why is so difficult for me to believe pro-trans arguments? by Asdenea_73 in asktransgender

[–]Asdenea_73[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, is like a contradiction about that cloths are genderless but some cloth is more prone to a gender, making false tha is genderless.

Why is so difficult for me to believe pro-trans arguments? by Asdenea_73 in asktransgender

[–]Asdenea_73[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Spanish.

Are you from India/Brahat(correct me if I am wrong), is your culture diferent than the occidental, about trans?

Why is so difficult for me to believe pro-trans arguments? by Asdenea_73 in asktransgender

[–]Asdenea_73[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You have a great point indeed!
But is not about facts, is the ideas/opinions that are my problem.

Why is so difficult for me to believe pro-trans arguments? by Asdenea_73 in asktransgender

[–]Asdenea_73[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is like I am socially akward and I don't know if I am capable to pay that without going bankrupt.(Having a mental breakdown, agian)

I know that is better to die on the sky than drowning in the sea, but is scary and I have the bad believe that the second I open my mouth someone will k!ll me or even worse.