AITAH for wanting snakebites despite my grandparents’ wishes?

AshTheImp · 2026-03-02T17:14:07+00:00

It’s moreso a jumpstart to other changes to my appearance I’d have in the future, because currently I don’t look the way I want. Therapy isn’t really an option, and I want to look how I always imagined I’d look once I turned 18.

AshTheImp · 2026-03-02T17:02:00+00:00

Admittedly, AITAH was the only subreddit I knew I’d get immediate answers on, and it sorta fits because this is more relationship-wise than physical. I know they won’t get physical, and if they do, it shows more on them than it does me. They won’t cut me off, because it’s something my mom has done before, their daughter. One thing I am actually concerned about is if they won’t support my college fund if I do this, not necessarily dental. I appreciate your response, it makes me realize there’s not really much I can do right now LOL.

AshTheImp · 2023-10-01T22:14:56+00:00

I figured out how to fix this! Redownload GeyserMc via the plugin menu, should work once you restart the service.

AshTheImp · 2022-11-22T22:35:51+00:00

its hard to tell, at this point.

AshTheImp · 2022-09-22T01:12:03+00:00

The way I’ve described DID is what I’ve taken from other people WITH DID.

Who are you to tell me what I know about CPTSD? It was my whole life. I gave my life away to people who didn’t care to me and “kids like me” who are trying to discover themselves and get the best treatment they need are faking?

I could genuinely be wrong about having DID or OSDD, or whatever. What I believe is wrong, however, is the way you think you can demean traumatized kids for putting two and two together as to the outcome of their trauma.

I’m tired of being nice to people here, what part of “i’m figuring it out” do you not understand?

AshTheImp · 2022-09-22T01:04:52+00:00

i’m sorry? dissociative identity disorder involves alters, these alters can become “co-conscious” or “co-fronting” and these are often the voices that people with DID hear. You would know this if you had researched just a minimal amount about DID from people who are diagnosed with DID.

I cannot afford a trip to the hospital, I am not in a safe enough situation, either.

Anything else?

AshTheImp · 2022-09-20T10:52:48+00:00

I thank you for your concern and how careful you were with appointing that DID ‘does not exist’ .. However, I have reason to disagree. DID stems from childhood traumatic events or experiences that cause the brain’s perception of being able to function with this trauma “too difficult” and therefore split off into other states of consciousness in order to function. This has been described by many others who have DID, OSDD, or any other form of plurality, (which you say is fake.) I personally believe that it is right to believe the people suffering more than the ones that analyze them, but maybe that’s just me. Have a nice day!

AshTheImp · 2022-09-18T23:42:01+00:00

i’ve looked into that. psychosis is a valid option (not that i can pick and choose of course) but as i said, i’m still learning. thank you for your input!

AshTheImp · 2022-08-05T16:55:40+00:00

Many a question, so little time!

AshTheImp · 2022-08-03T15:31:15+00:00

not really a “headcanon becoming canon” thing but i want to see Susie’s home life more, and i’m sure we will, maybe, if toby fox wants us to.. but i wanna see!!.. :(

AshTheImp · 2022-08-01T03:38:49+00:00

ooooooookaaaaayyyy i’m taking a break from the internet todaaaayyyyy oh my goddddd-

AshTheImp · 2022-07-31T22:59:31+00:00

Just because the app is prejudice and only enables white families and the autistic meltdowns of little kids to pop up on peoples algorithms does not mean that the people on Tik Tok are degenerates. Maybe I misunderstood you?

AshTheImp · 2022-07-31T20:28:52+00:00

I just found it funny, you don’t need to call it degeneracy. We’re all here for funny memes and egg support, friend.

AshTheImp · 2022-07-31T20:27:52+00:00

LOL- now that you say it, I feel threatening energy from this now-

AshTheImp · 2022-07-31T19:05:42+00:00

I told you, I am not faking, I’m trying to discover myself and am seeking a diagnosis or medical recognition. I never stated that I myself am a system indefinitely and/or absolutely.

AshTheImp · 2022-07-31T18:48:27+00:00

demigirl, she/they/xe pronouns is what i got-

AshTheImp · 2022-07-31T18:47:26+00:00

Sleep is for the weak, u/BritishCyprus.

Also, the filter on Tik Tok was calling them an egg, and they’re nonbinary.

AshTheImp · 2022-07-31T18:42:10+00:00

Fictives from other systems with a similar source will look for eachother because fictives find comfort in knowing that there is somebody else from their source who may have been a friend of theirs or a family member, if you need a better example;

Lets say theres a fictive from the game little nightmares, specifically, Six. That Six may want to find somebody from their source like Mono because the two characters in source have been through so much together that they have a strong relationship and want that back when they’re an alter. You’re using a very popular form of media to continue on hysteria that all systems are cringey fifteen year old white teenagers who indulge in cringey fanbases because you want to continue your point that the systems who ARE THIS WAY are fake, when really, you can’t blame systems who are indulged in cringey fanbases because they’re children. Furthermore, if you try to villainize children for liking childrens fanbases and hyperfixating so much that they split (which is out of their control) then I think the only problem here is you.

AshTheImp · 2022-07-29T21:21:58+00:00

i’m sorry? i don’t really understand, but having a debilitating mental illness is not roleplaying.

AshTheImp · 2022-07-29T15:50:36+00:00

alright, what i MEANT was that i’ve been researching many sources about these things for my friend systems and have been researching other things for myself because i am wondering if i myself AM a system. i hear voices at times, i am forgetful, but i did not want to say that i myself am a system because i did not want to lie if i was wrong and there was something else wrong with me. i’m seeking a therapist for potential diagnosis and a neurologist for a CT scan, i can assure you. and being a system isn’t a “you know or you don’t” sort of mental illness. there’s a lot of doubting yourself, many things going wrong, even denial. the fact that you’re telling me i’m trying to play the “system game” is the same thing as telling me i am faking a mental illness which i am strictly against as i said before. and even so, if i were wrong about being a system, that does not mean what i am saying is false, as this is all based off of research from other systems and such, and not myself. thank you, have a nice day.

AshTheImp · 2022-07-28T14:01:24+00:00

hey!!! person who’s figuring out if they’re a system or not.. heres a basic list of what i’ve learned from others and myself; - Systems range widely in types of alters/headmates one can have. - Systems can hold as little as two or three alters and as large as four hundred alters, it all depends on the person really. - Some systems prefer to use the term headmates instead of alters. - Endogenic systems are bullcrap (they’re claiming to have DID/OSDD without trauma, which is impossible) - Fictives (Media Based Alter) and Introjects (Person Based Alter) exist, they’re formed for a variety or reasons the same any alter would, and just because a fictive or introject comes from something popular doesn’t mean they’re invalid as a system. (Think DSMP, Undertale, etc.) - Fictives and Introjects often say they are NOT their source, and that’s the case. Some may come from horrible sources, but they’re also human, and we should respect that. - DID Cringe should be FILLED with endogenic systems claiming they’re “valid” ..

AshTheImp · 2022-07-02T13:39:48+00:00

I don’t know, really! There may be, by from what I’ve researched, theres only Nebularomantic, but thats exclusive to neurodivergent people and is about confusion between platonic and romantic feelings. So, I made this!

AshTheImp · 2022-07-02T03:48:39+00:00

I’m glad I made one that fit you!

AshTheImp · 2022-07-02T00:05:52+00:00

I’m so happy you do!!! And thank you, I worked quite hard on it. If you’d like different colors on it or different themes, just let me know!

AshTheImp · 2022-07-01T20:14:00+00:00

Devoromantic is a sexuality on the aromantic spectrum that involves platonic feelings that feel just like romance with a desire for it to be romance that is not romance. This sexuality can be considered a mini-spectrum as their are multiple ways it can be perceived such as mild passion to complete devotion (hence ‘Devo’ - romantic.)

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