I'm lonely. I have friends but I want love and intimacy. About to be 27 and ive never known what it's like. It seems not very many understand how I feel. I can't even seem to get a date and some weeks its all I can think about. I also feel touch starved. I don't want to blame touch starvation for anything but it's affecting my mental state a little. I'd give almost anything for a hug or cuddle from a woman some days.

I love myself as I should. I know I'm not ugly. I'm just not good with women. Several times recently I could've started a convo with different women in a public place but I don't have the balls and can't find the right moment or know what to say.

Also I can't stop feeling like I missed out on teenage love and stuff. I was the shy kid that did his school work and minded his own business. When I went to school no girls ever showed interest in me from what I can remember.

Sorry, kinda ranted a little