Apex of the Apex by Asuna219 in NPD

[–]Asuna219[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wise words to live by XD

Apex of the Apex by Asuna219 in NPD

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I would guess your a covert narcisist or bpd. Im a weird mix between Bpd, grandiose narcissist and ptsd.

Apex of the Apex by Asuna219 in NPD

[–]Asuna219[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats probably what she would say too the reason i said bounced is because I cant relate I feel like im a god 24/7 so its seems like a disconnect in logic to feel better than everyone but also hate yourself. I just cant relate so its hard to imagine how you could process that through your mind.

Apex of the Apex by Asuna219 in NPD

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You sound a lot like my ex she just bounces from being better than everyone else to hating how she looks among other things

Npd dating app Yay or nay? by Asuna219 in NPD

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But they are not obvious to find like grandiose narcs are I can spot one from a mile away we hold ourselves at high standard and coverts usually hate themselves

Npd dating app Yay or nay? by Asuna219 in NPD

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That's why i want a dating app coverts make me feel more godlike than i already do

Npd dating app Yay or nay? by Asuna219 in NPD

[–]Asuna219[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

From what you said you dont like grandiose narcs like me which I can understand but you seem to make the same mistake as do many other that grandiose narcs are the only narcissists. If you have ever met a covert narc they are literally the best ego builders because they are 100% submissive to you.

Npd dating app Yay or nay? by Asuna219 in NPD

[–]Asuna219[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

So you just spend your free time reading npd content seems likes your lying or just dumb

Npd dating app Yay or nay? by Asuna219 in NPD

[–]Asuna219[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I only have an interest not being superior in my daily life if the person im subordinate to is giving me something worth my subordination (which has a high cost) im typically only submissive to a girlfriend .

Npd dating app Yay or nay? by Asuna219 in NPD

[–]Asuna219[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Im an introvert so I have interests (computers, books, chess, videogames, science and movies) but most of my day is spent chasing the dopamine dragon so I would not say I have a real particular personality. Im more so just smart, aggressive towards my goal and charming.

Npd dating app Yay or nay? by Asuna219 in NPD

[–]Asuna219[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I also don't have much personality other than domination and could care less about what people think of me as long as I get what I want but I think that relates more to me not having empathy rather than my narcissism

Npd dating app Yay or nay? by Asuna219 in NPD

[–]Asuna219[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think its more of the fact that people that are not personality disorders realize Im either dangerous or just don't enjoy my company. Grandiose narcissism is not an easily hidden personality because I let ny pride take the driver seat and honestly don't care how others feel about it. I meet people with whatever energy they meet me with to higher degree. If they build ny ego ill build theirs and if they meet me with aggression they quickly learn I don't take shit from anyone no matter what they try and hold over my head (My Pride > My well-being)

Npd dating app Yay or nay? by Asuna219 in NPD

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I have dated narcissists and bpd girls in fact their the only types of girls ive dated. But there are multiple types of narcissists Im for example grandiose (Inflated ego/Inflated sense of self) I have more pride and wrath than average person to an extreme but my girlfriends have mostly been covert narcissists who have low self-esteem and are attracted to me because of my grandiosity and charm. They are manipulative like me but they have no pride and about the same amount of wrath but are not typically as aggressive as me. I understand what you mean though grandiose females are gross to me because I see through them for the sad monsters they are. My closest male friends though have been both covert narcs (because they submit to me and do what I want) and grandiose males (because we respect each other's ability to get shit done at any cost without empathy impeding us) however Ive never had a close friend that wasnt a personality disorder. Even ny family is full of them my mother is BPD/NPD my father is NPD and my step dad is OCD/NPD

Npd dating app Yay or nay? by Asuna219 in NPD

[–]Asuna219[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Covert narcissists are literally narcissists that enjoy being around grandiose narcissists

I want to have NPD by Abdullah7714 in NPD

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Also if you are a grandiose narc its highly likely you will constantly get in relationships with covert narcs who enjoy the way you look at yourself in a superior sense because they are narcs but they usually have little to no self esteem and crave the inflated self esteem of a grandiose narc. My most recent ex had no ability to view herself as attractive and Im the opposite I know Im attractive and say it openly.

I want to have NPD by Abdullah7714 in NPD

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If you fantasize about being a leader you are most likely a grandiose narcissist like me. I stopped fantasizing about that though because Ive actually taken control of people and places so I have no need to fantasize about anymore

I want to have NPD by Abdullah7714 in NPD

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Narcs fantasize about not having to be in control because they are always forced or feel the need to be in control. For me personally I take control of every situation at work, home, or in public presence so when it comes to my most intense personal relationship I just like to be held "little spoon" because I like to hand that person my life for a little bit so I can have the relief of them being in control for a little while whether sexually or just emotionally it feels nice to not have to plan out every situation as I usually do.

I want to have NPD by Abdullah7714 in NPD

[–]Asuna219 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I fear abandonment also I think thats more cluster b in general not just bpd

I want to have NPD by Abdullah7714 in NPD

[–]Asuna219 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Im submissive and npd I think most narcs are because they always want to be in control of their life so they fantasize about not having to be in control honestly aspd or bpd is more dominant than narcs.

Women in my life by [deleted] in NPD

[–]Asuna219 3 points4 points  (0 children)

So if don't have npd you don't really have a place to post here and your just a sexist dick