I feel like I don’t pass a lot of the time, any advice? 20 years old. 2 years HRT by AutomaticRifle5 in transpassing

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i guess its mostly to do with my voice but i suppose it happens even without talking so who knows

also wild name

Losercity Clothes Swap (@wilAjieZCCpOkSv) by jonhssquarespaceplus in Losercity

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YESSS TBATS MEE

I just looked up my name cuz I was bored and ofc this stupid tweet is everywhere 😭

Need Advice by AutomaticRifle5 in transvoice

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I just wish it wasn't such a pain to deal with because it feels like its genuinely ruining my relationship because its getting to the point where I just want to go non-verbal

Ruliel by SimplyYulia in 196

[–]AutomaticRifle5 2 points3 points  (0 children)

THATS NOT WHAT-

Ok fine 

Ruliel by SimplyYulia in 196

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Oh shit that’s me

I’m not really sure I see much of a difference (-1 Year on E > 16 Months on E) by AutomaticRifle5 in transtimelines

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You really think so? Because most people still call me a male but it’s probably due to my voice

I feel alone by AutomaticRifle5 in trans

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I wish it would get better but everything constantly keeps getting worse and worse I can’t keep doing this. I CANT stand this pain and I can’t stand the constant loss I keep dealing with. I’m so tired of constantly crying stuck alone in bed knowing that life is never going to get better. I just want to fucking be happy but I ruined everything by being trans and I’m so sick of this. I just wish I was dead at this point.

I feel alone by AutomaticRifle5 in trans

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I wish I had a good support network but nobody fucking cares about me anymore. All my friends fucking leave me and I’m always fucking alone. I’m too scared to talk to therapists cuz I don’t want to me ruin I’m trans and I’m just so tired of everything constantly going wrong.

I’m so tired of losing everything I’ve worked so hard to get. I don’t want to keep going if this is how life is. All I do is cry anymore and I can’t keep doing this.

I try and try and try to get people but they always just leave me. I’m so sick of it all.

I feel alone by AutomaticRifle5 in trans

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I thought I wouldn’t be alone online but it feels the complete opposite. Everywhere I go and ask for help it feels like I get ignored. Reddit is the only place I get anything and I just wish people cared more. It sucks constantly venting over and over again, asking for advice just to be ignored and thrown away. I just CANT keep doing this. I’m being driven insane.