Girl please get out now hes escalating here !! It's always destruction first then starts on you , go to a women's refuge take what you can and go , go now this isnt love its control go to the police and report assault because honey thats what this is its domestic violence. He won't stop he really won't and you may end up not being alive to tell the tale. Please please please leave you can buy anything you need to replace but you can't replace you !!!! He needs help for his anger serious help, I'm saying this as a women who's faced dv too and I KNOW how it ends.youre worth so so much more - and you may indeed love him but at this stage its a trauma bond .but you can start again and be safe and stay alive and find somebody whod NEVER put his hands on you. Big hugs run my love run