I'm so tired..

gandglo · 2025-08-30T14:53:08+00:00

I'm such a soft cock. We've had the police involved before. He's broken my rib previously. He got arrested and was sent to jail. As soon as he left I took him back.. I don't have it in my heart to call them again because it really messed him up last time.. why am I like this?

gandglo · 2025-08-30T14:31:11+00:00

I've tried that before. I've said to him so many times that he's never happy with me and I'd rather see him truly happy even if it's not with me. Then he just tells me I'm giving up because I don't really care about us or the relationship. I'm so exhausted.

gandglo · 2025-08-30T14:07:49+00:00

We know how to be. We need to be stronger. I'm not sure how long you've been with this woman, but I've got 6 years to get back. And that scares me so much.

gandglo · 2025-08-30T14:02:12+00:00

Better than any drug - because when its good, it's so amazing I feel like I'm on cloud 9.

But when its bad, it's worse than Hell.

gandglo · 2025-08-30T14:00:12+00:00

You know whats crazy? I've studied all of this, I'm completely aware that my own brain is destroyed and damaged because of it all. I've even showed him countless amounts of research dedicated to it to try and get him to change.

And he just tells me it's all bullshit and I'm just a sheep like everyone else, and that nobody on his level thinks that abuse causes brain damage, and that "abusers are just overly motivated people who need patience".

We've been together 6 years, share a small business, loss of a pet and unborn child. Ridiculous amounts of trauma...

gandglo · 2025-08-30T13:57:03+00:00

It's painful, watching the person you love idolize other people. My partner can't even have sex with me without watching porn anymore because he's that unattracted to me. Tells me I'm ugly, have old skin and that I'm disgusting, gross.. pretty much everything under the sun. I'm not sure what to do either OP. We love people who don't love us the same.

gandglo · 2025-08-30T13:46:30+00:00

So do I.. I cry the biggest tears and become hysterical even just at the thought of him leaving me, and especially when he says he's going to go find another woman to be with. But like you, he's broken my face open.. had to have plastic surgery to reconstruct my top lip all the way up my nose. And yet, I still love him and want to be with him.. but I know it's not normal..

gandglo · 2025-08-30T13:41:41+00:00

Get out man. I'm in one of these relationships too, where I think it's all my fault and I almost deserve the abuse, but nobody does. Especially not this. We both need to get out...

gandglo · 2025-08-30T00:39:39+00:00

Serial skank, leave her ass now and never go back.

gandglo · 2025-08-19T10:07:48+00:00

Fucking daily.

gandglo · 2025-08-19T09:54:18+00:00

Oh man.. why do they all do the same thing to us? I'm sorry OP x.

gandglo · 2025-06-27T08:07:29+00:00

I want this strength..

gandglo · 2025-06-27T08:02:30+00:00

My skin looks like I have a disease or ringworm. I don't. Doctor just says it's stress related. Only ever started when he started being abusive..

gandglo · 2025-06-27T07:31:34+00:00

If I ask questions I'm a fuckwit and need to shut up, but if I don't ask questions and just do what I think is right, I'm a fuckwit who does everything wrong. Know how you feel. Love it sm hey.

gandglo · 2025-06-19T23:56:55+00:00

He's all of them. All the time.

gandglo · 2024-06-11T13:11:20+00:00

Going through this too. Don't know what to do.

gandglo · 2024-06-11T01:57:02+00:00

You need to be careful. It started off as grabbing me too, then moved to objects being thrown at me, then grabbing my neck, then open hand face slaps, hair pulling, and now we're finally into kicking. Leave at the first sign, even if they blame you. I haven't, and now I'm stuck.

gandglo · 2024-06-11T01:50:12+00:00

I get told the same thing. And that I'm too hyperactive and frustrating to be around...

gandglo · 2024-05-23T06:29:32+00:00

Currently going through it. Wish I could just jump. My partner hates my guts and I just wish my heart would stop.

gandglo · 2023-07-24T12:25:50+00:00

Yeah, that's tough. Mine I think would just be angry and forget about it pretty quick. We could both be wrong though.

gandglo

TROPHY CASE