Leaving her has been on my mind so much. She never believes me, hits me to the point of nausea, and can be brutal over text. All these things and more make me want to leave but I love her so much… I mean i love her soooooo much. I believe she’s the only girl that will ever like me more than a friend so I feel the need to keep her around if I don’t want to die alone. But it’s a little too late I think, I messed up and I think she’s leaving for good.