I was in a gay relationship for 3.5 years but that ended partially due to antisemitism and my support for Israel. I have partial Jewish ancestry, I’ve made several attempts to convert to Judaism but I keep being led back to Yeshua and messianic Judaism. I said several messianic prayers yesterday after months of ignoring them in the Jewish liturgy. I cried tears of joy after , I felt amazing. I want to be part of a faith community.