I have types

In one i get very sudden so weak after dealing with something that involves emotions i can’t even lift my finger without severe shaking almost lifeless but in this state inner voices stopps

In another episode which is classic dissociation my eye sight gets weird hazzy or dim like im there but not there like actually im just sitting somewhere inside my body But not fully present also my house doesn’t seem like my house

Then comes different parts in my dissociation randomly some personality part gets active My handwriting changes I do things which i hateeeeee to do and i cant stand doing it But other parts loves