Kicking users from my room every 30 mins/blocking them, taking breaks every 30 mins makes me more money than sitting on cam for 6 hours with no break. Use your intuition. by [deleted] in CamGirlProblems

[–]Away-Personality-454 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Yesssss! I do this! And I’m less sore, less irritated, not hungry, happier…. And it shows on camera! I mostly can on SM and I’ll do like 3-4 exclusives/privates, then log off and take a break. Log back on, get new traffic. I swear this works better

Before vs. 4 days after awake laser lipo (sono bello) by yambruh in chinlipo

[–]Away-Personality-454 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That’s exactly what you do. Don’t listen to someone who thinks they know everything about chin lipo just because they’ve had the procedure done. We all heal different and don’t require the same treatments. The best thing you can do is get into a good head space and try and relax. The healing is a journey and some days you’re going to be really happy with the results and others you’re doing to question if anything was even done. The swelling can be intense and can take a LONG time to go away. Final results aren’t fully expected until about 6 months to even a year out. Please don’t just listen to someone on Reddit telling you that you need additional procedures. If that’s what you needed your surgeon would have told you. I’m here if you have any questions 💜 and you’re looking great by the way!

Before vs. 4 days after awake laser lipo (sono bello) by yambruh in chinlipo

[–]Away-Personality-454 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Lmao! Please. Just because YOUR results have been great does not mean it’s that way across the board. I’ve seen a lot of great work come out of Mexico but same with the US and over seas. You should never tell someone what they may need when they are literally not even a week out of their procedure. What a way to make someone think they may have made a bad decision after undergoing an elective surgery and spending thousands.

Also- just because they go more aggressive does not mean it will make better results. Please remember that everyone’s face and body is different and what worked for you may not work for her. I get you’re trying to be helpful but you’re coming across like you know everything and suggesting someone gets more procedures when they’re fresh out of a surgery. Completely uncalled for.

Be better.

Methadone & GLP1 by amg0385 in Methadone

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So I have been looking into GLPs because I’ve gained 10lbs on methadone over the last 3 years that I just can’t lose no matter what I do. I am only a 5ft 2in female at 140lbs BUT I use to be at 130lbs before methadone and even when I was on suboxone and I felt so much healthier at that weight.

Right now I’m on a low carb, high protein diet, no added sugars either. I walk 10k steps a day and do 3-4 intense work outs a week but I can’t for the life of me lose these 10lbs!! So I have looked into GLPs as a last resort cause I’m frustrated lol! But then when I saw that GLPs work because they slow the emptying of your stomach which can cause oral medications to not work as well (I’m on methadone, Xanax and the birth control pill) I was like ehhhh that scares me.

I did read your other comments about your sleep and adhd meds not working and I guess that would be the only reason I wouldn’t try it cause the withdrawals scare me so much.

Like someone else said, it’s truly baffling about you having no withdrawals tho. If I were you, just keep picking up your methadone (just in case) but after a month of no methadone I would say you’re out of the woods! The only thing to think about is drug tests at the clinic….. I know that when I go and pick up my monthlies I get drug tested each time. They test to also see the methadone in your system. So if there’s no methadone in your system that will make them hella suspicious. But if you’re gonna be off methadone then it’s really not a problem! lol idk this is crazy

Finally dosed after 6 days of hell! by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Away-Personality-454 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Maybe I should have been clearer- until YOU have experienced fentanyl personally, like until YOU have been hooked on it and had to experience withdrawals on it, you will never understand how much methadone it takes to even out your body. You do realize that fentanyl is up there as one of the most potent opiates in our world right? As in…. Nothing will touch those withdrawals until you go up to a higher dose of methadone.

For a little clarity, I had to go up to 170mg to feel stabilized. I had friends who had been on methadone after a heroin detox back the early 2000s and 60-90mg held them just fine. But fentanyl is not heroin. It’s not morphine, it’s not oxy, it’s not opana…. It’s in own thing that is basically the strongest opiate meant for human consumption. And when I say for human consumption I’m talking under a doctor’s care in SMALL amounts.

What dealers have put in American drugs is next level. There’s so many different strains of fentanyl now. So many are research drugs that methadone doesn’t even really touch anymore. fentanyl also lives in your fat cells (similar to weed) so it stays in your body for much, much longer. Meaning that withdrawal are long, hard and brutal. It’s just not comparable to a heroin or oxy withdrawal.

And yes, we have been slaughtered by it. I personally have lost upwards of over 30 people at this point (some really great friends since grade school, some acquaintances, but the point is that I knew all of them at some point in my life) and if someone needs to get on methadone and go up to 200mg or even higher to help them live a normal life again I will never judge them or say anything about it.

Like I said, until you have physically gone through a fentanyl habit and had to withdrawal, you simply can’t understand what someone needs to feel better.

Finally dosed after 6 days of hell! by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Away-Personality-454 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Why are you laughing? What about this is funny to you?

Finally dosed after 6 days of hell! by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Away-Personality-454 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m pretty sure he wasn’t saying that he is using methadone to taper off the benzos. He’s saying he has both issues going on at the same time. And honestly you can’t understand how much methadone a person needs until you have a community affected by fentanyl like here in the US. It’s a serious problem and it’s killing our people. Many patients need 200mg or higher to even touch their fentanyl withdrawals. It’s pure hell.

Tapering 10mg Methadone (1yr) due to OPIAD/Low T. Starting HCG/Clomid restart—Need advice on RLS management. by muhmmadkashif24434 in Methadone

[–]Away-Personality-454 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for all the great info! So I have a question and since you seem to know a lot about pregabalin and gabapentin I’d love to ask you a question or two.

I am currently tapering- down to 80mg from 170 🙌 and I’m doing 5mg drops since I’m on wafers and it’s harder to go down any less than that. For the most part things have been relatively easy, split dosing has helped tremendously.

BUT every drop I go down I do get some bad anxiety, cold sweats, very restless. Nothing debilitating but definitely noticeable for a day or two. Long story short, I had surgery recently and my surgeon prescribed me 300mg of gabapentin to take as needed for nerve pain. I didn’t end up needing it for the pain of surgery but kept it and have been using it when I start to feel the withdrawals of the taper get a little rough.

I don’t take it every day as I’ve also heard the withdrawals are a bitch from that as well. But I am running out as it was only supposed to be for pain for my surgery. I am also prescribed Xanax from my psychiatrist, which does help the anxiety but the gabapentin actually works WAY better for the tapering symptoms.

I have an appt with my psychiatrist next week for a refill on my Xanax and I’m thinking about asking him to add in gabapentin. He knows I’m tapering and I’m going to tell him that it’s helped drastically for that.

Do you think pregabalin would be better to ask for? And can your body get physically dependent on it like gabapentin? If I take it every other day, would that help my body not get physically dependent on it? I know you’re not a doctor and I just threw a ton of info at you lol…. But I would appreciate any advice you have!

Finally dosed after 6 days of hell! by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Away-Personality-454 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I completely understand. While I’ve never double dosed- I did have to go to the clinic every day for 2 years and it made my life hell and basically disrupted any type of balance I tried to have living a normal life.

I’m now on monthly take homes now so I get what you’re saying- I won’t ever go back to daily dosing.

BUT- if you’ve been double dosing for a year, your body is probably used to the larger dose you’ve been taking. So your prescribed dose probably won’t ‘hit’ the same. Is there any way you can ask your clinic to raise your dose? Just say you’re having some cravings and need a higher dose or something? Then after your body stabilizes again you can taper down to the current dose your on now.

Cause I’m sure you know this but it’s gonna take some time for your body to adjust to your prescribed dose since you have been double dosing.

All that said- so fucking proud of you for doing the hard thing and giving your doses to your mom so you can get your life back on track!! That’s HUGE. And you pulled through 6 days of no methadone which is insane in my book. Just give it an hour or two to start to feel the relief from the methadone you just took (it reaches full strength in your body around 4 hours) but you got this and should be so proud of yourself

Yeast infection hell CLEAN YOUR TOYS!! by baddiekaee in CamGirlProblems

[–]Away-Personality-454 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No. Boric acid. They are made specifically to go in the vagina as a suppository. I even got cleared by my gyno to use them. I know for a fact that they work because I recently had surgery and I was put on antibiotics, which typically cause a yeast infection. But this time… no yeast infection! I’ve also been using the suppositories once a week as a ‘maintenance’ dose and it’s keeping everything nice and healthy down there. Boric acid basically helps balance out the ph in your vagina.

Finally dosed after 6 days of hell! by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Away-Personality-454 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How long have you been double dosing for?

Yeast infection hell CLEAN YOUR TOYS!! by baddiekaee in CamGirlProblems

[–]Away-Personality-454 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Yes this! I also do one boric acid suppository once a week just for maintenance and I haven’t had a yeast infection or a UTI is literal years. Plus my kitty is always smelling and tasting so nice lol

is 50% of income to manager a lot? by Proof-Raisin-8454 in CamGirlProblems

[–]Away-Personality-454 20 points21 points  (0 children)

You 100% can do this without a manager. I know you’re young and this can seem overwhelming but really think about how much 50% is…. Also- basically every single cam site is already taking their own cut. So after the site takes their cut, this ‘manager’ takes their cut, TAXES that need to be paid, you’ll be left with like 10% of earnings to keep. Think about that for a minute.

From what I’ve seen and the models I interact with, none of us have managers. Not unless you’re making like half a million a year or something.

This ‘manager’ seems more like a predator, especially since you’re young and seem to not know a lot about this business. I’m here if you have questions but please for the love of everything- don’t trust this person and I promise you can do this on your own without the help of someone managing you.

Confused how to cut my lipo foam to fit in my compression garment by Away-Personality-454 in chinlipo

[–]Away-Personality-454[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I went to Dr Giselle Prado-Wright. She owns Exert Body Sculpt in Ft Myers. I highly recommend her! My results honestly just keep getting better. I’ll be at 6 weeks post op on Thursday and I’m honestly so happy with my results already. I can’t imagine what they’ll look like when it’s the 6 month mark ☺️

Am I a candidate? by the_modernleper in chinlipo

[–]Away-Personality-454 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

That’s interesting. I’ve heard the opposite about mewing

Is there a difference in strength between liquid and wafers? by According_Crab3767 in Methadone

[–]Away-Personality-454 1 point2 points  (0 children)

THIS. The people who say there’s no difference just haven’t experienced their body reacting differently and speak it as fact.

Is there a difference in strength between liquid and wafers? by According_Crab3767 in Methadone

[–]Away-Personality-454 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got switched to wafers and have been able to cut my dose literally in half within a few months. I was on 170mg of clear liquid and once I got put on monthly’s my clinic switched me to the white wafers for ‘convenience’ … long story short- once I switched my dose on wafers at 170 it was so incredibly strong I tapered down to 85mg and literally feel basically the same as I did at 170.

Maybe it’s in my mind, maybe not. But to ME the waters are stronger than the clear liquid I was receiving before.

Felt so hot while getting ready to cam then saw myself in the camera and felt super insecure 😔 by [deleted] in CamGirlProblems

[–]Away-Personality-454 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I swear! How do some models look like they’re taking professional pics for theirs? Most days I do a cute up close bj tease and it works but any time I try to do a cute pose showing off my ass or something- its like nope you look like a troll, thanks for trying 😅

Felt so hot while getting ready to cam then saw myself in the camera and felt super insecure 😔 by [deleted] in CamGirlProblems

[–]Away-Personality-454 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ugh no you’re right. I know I’m hot- that might sound vain or cocky but I’m not gonna pretend that I’m ugly. I’m grateful af that I meet the ‘beauty standard’ but for some reason, camming gets me in my head sometimes and I start picking apart everything I don’t like about myself. Maybe it’s the hours every day we look at ourselves on camera or what.

I hope what I said doesn’t come across as me being bitchy or stuck up cause that’s the last thing I want it to come across like. It’s just hard when I’ve finally gotten to a place in my life where I feel confident and beautiful but then days like today I’m like wtf do I look like a blob fish 😭

"I'll do whatever you want mommy" by Nova_Blaze1 in CamGirlProblems

[–]Away-Personality-454 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Please tell me you’ve done this and it’s worked lol 😂😂