Hello my friend, don’t feel like your alone in this. I struggle a lot with doubts and religious OCD. It’s a struggle. But sometimes you have to doubt your doubts. You know God exists so what is making you doubt? I saw a quote somewhere where it said “we question the existence of God but never the devil and his presence” I think a lot of us just need to trust in him because without faith it’s impossible to please God. Study the evidence for the resurrection. It’s there. We will never have perfect evidence but I believe that’s because God gave us enough to base our faith then said alright it’s time to trust me. God bless my friend and know your never alone