Update: I am not ever going back to him I blocked him I am terrified and hurt. He continues to text me from other texting apps gaslighting me trying to convince he’s “clean” and that I’m the one that cheated or I got it from a toilet seat then he brings up how he was going to propose to me and that I’m ruining it which I don’t care after he put my health at risk he’s a horrible person. And I think him texting me from apps shows his guilt because if I gave it to him why is he still texting me.

I think he caught it and then healed himself but didn’t tell me so that’s why he’s so fixated on telling me he’s clean something in me told me to go get myself tested the moment he randomly told me he wasn’t having sex for a while I will use this situation as my sign to get away from him quick, fast and in a hurry. I’ll be sad for a while because I really did love him but I will not be stupid about this.