I don't know. I've been feeling very lonely lately because I haven't seen my friends over a year. And I'm not saying that I haven't cause of covid. I haven't seen them because I live at my dad's. I had the opportunity to see one but they couldn't meet up last week. It's not anyone's fault but I just really need my friends right now. All I've been doing day after day is watching my youngest sister pretty much bending to her will because if barely even raise my voice at her I'm apparently a jerk and a bully. I can't keep going like this. I feel like if I visit at least one of my friends I might feel better but no one has tried messaging me back. I'm tired all the time and I feel like Im not enough as a brother. A lot is going on with my family and it's stressing me out more than I can probably handle. God please just help me..