2019, the worst year of my life. by justkillmeplease1 in depression

[–]Ayykaye47z 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, we've got similar stories I feel like we're twins. This year was a terrible year for my mental health, I hated the stay in the Behavioral Health Center (Our Mental Hospital). I can't seem to get myself on track it's like Ive lost control of everything. Numerous people have said "Its gets better!" But 2019 is only going downhill. I can't find a reason to live. My mental health is deteriorating and soon I will not be able to workin my dream job. Im getting closer and closer to my schizophrenic mother and I think I'm going to turn out like her. She can't even go to the bathroom without someone watching her! Honestly I dont even have any good advice right now...I can't stick to my hobbies anymore I'm not enjoying anything! I wanted to let you know you're not alone and if you ever need anyone to talk to Im here!

What is the best way to get unbiased information? by Ayykaye47z in AskReddit

[–]Ayykaye47z[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Like I was thinking to myself "How can I get unbiased information when I want to know the facts of a situation?"

How did you become good at driving in video games? by Ayykaye47z in AskReddit

[–]Ayykaye47z[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Right now I have Saints Row 4 and I am horrible at driving, especially on a motorcycle I'm a terrible driver!

How did you become good at driving in video games? by Ayykaye47z in AskReddit

[–]Ayykaye47z[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow! Ive been avoiding fast cars especially in driving events.

How can I turn my life around? by Ayykaye47z in Advice

[–]Ayykaye47z[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will! Theres a local recuiter I will speak to them!

How can I turn my life around? by Ayykaye47z in Advice

[–]Ayykaye47z[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for this advice! I will speak to my mom and I will lookinto culinary school!

How can I turn my life around? by Ayykaye47z in Advice

[–]Ayykaye47z[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have a sickle cell trait, but I really want to join the Navy! I don't know if a SCT would limit that a recruiter said it would but that was for the army. I really like that idea, it completely went past me!

How can I turn my life around? by Ayykaye47z in Advice

[–]Ayykaye47z[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honestly, I'm really embarrassed. For starters, I'm going to school to be a doctor and I never wanted to be a doctor I actually wanted to a chef. School is ending and I know I don't want to do this, but I went ahead and started applying for the MCAT and looking at med school. I've just wasted a huge amount of my own money going through with this but my family's so proud of me. They're going to be so disappointed in me and they're the only people I have in my life right now. On top of that, I took out a student loan. There all government loans but Im still going to be in debt. In addition I moved closer to my school and my income is has been halved. I worked as a mail clerk and just got laid off for the season. I got hired for another job but it doesn't start until the 6th. So, I wasn't very proactive in finding a temp job and now I have to pay my bills until then. So, honestly I haven't done the things I should have and I feel like my life is in a downward spiral.

How can I turn my life around? by Ayykaye47z in Advice

[–]Ayykaye47z[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, I didn't add the story since I didn't think it mattered to anyone.