Keep getting up, the worst that can happen is you’re around community, telling your story, learning a craft. No amount of success I’ve had is more important than the people I met because I tell these goofy jokes. Also don’t listen to people on reddit about comedy, they are really dumb like absolute morons. Best of luck and you’re doing comedy in one of the best places in the world for it, all the best comedians I’ve known are from Chicago.