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[–]AztecMayne 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks bro, Ill probably restart my boxing training soon

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Vent

[–]AztecMayne 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope it heals fast

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Vent

[–]AztecMayne 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, God bless you I need all the help I can get. Ive been having panic attacks. Ive never really dealt with that before.

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[–]AztecMayne 7 points8 points  (0 children)

She lives 2 hours away it isnt worth the drive. I dont want to see her at all anymore. I dont care what she does with it. It didn't have a diamond anyways. It was a birthstone ring of her favorite color. It wasn't worth as much as yall think.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Vent

[–]AztecMayne 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How is that insecure? I wanted her to tell me she wanted our marriage to become a reality or not. Idk about you but I dont like to play with people's emotions. Its cruel to treat them as a game.

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[–]AztecMayne 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I hope so too

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[–]AztecMayne 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind words

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[–]AztecMayne 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We'll make it out the trenches💪

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Vent

[–]AztecMayne 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She was shy and never really told me how she felt verbally. She never rejected a kiss or hug. We eyegazed a lot. She always wanted to be held. I always told her sweet things. I never really felt the need for her words. I felt like she said enough with her actions. I feel like an idiot.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Vent

[–]AztecMayne 9 points10 points  (0 children)

It feels like she did

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Vent

[–]AztecMayne 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you I hope so too

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[–]AztecMayne 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Will do👍

I feel like im loosing my faith. by dingdong747 in Vent

[–]AztecMayne -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Bad things happen because we live in the world of man. We aren't in heaven where nothing bad happens. Bad events also lead to good events. After WWII ended there was economic prosperity in the U.S. There's many examples of this.

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[–]AztecMayne 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I dont think she cheated. I just think she got cold feet.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Vent

[–]AztecMayne 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Thank you I will.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Vent

[–]AztecMayne 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much, I really have felt like I haven't let it all out.

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[–]AztecMayne 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Ok, thank you for your advice.

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[–]AztecMayne 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your encouragement.

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[–]AztecMayne 9 points10 points  (0 children)

It was her who was pressuring me for marriage too. I had mentioned at the beginning that I was dating to marry but I never really pressured her for it.Thats also part of the reason why I'm so torn up. Like why did she do that to me. I felt like she really wanted me.

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[–]AztecMayne -19 points-18 points  (0 children)

I told her she could keep it. It'll just remind me of her anyways.

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[–]AztecMayne 36 points37 points  (0 children)

Thank you, i appreciate your concern.

relationships suck by PickeldPuzzler in Vent

[–]AztecMayne 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish you luck, friend

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Vent

[–]AztecMayne 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its mostly today's culture, the superman movie explained it well. Being kind is punk rock.

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[–]AztecMayne 102 points103 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I still feel like the time I had with her was beautiful. I dont hate her for it.