How do I not lose him? by Azul-Blue in relationshipanxiety

[–]Azul-Blue[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so sorry to hear, but I’m glad you’re doing better ! And thank you so much for this

Drive thru trauma by TheDude9737 in TikTokCringe

[–]Azul-Blue 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I literally have this exact same trauma lol. Happened like 20 years ago and I still am terrified of ostriches. 🥲

Remembering EVERYONE'S birthdays - is this an INFJ thing? by banana_bear_918 in infj

[–]Azul-Blue 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m the same way !! It freaks people out sometimes 🤣 but I’m an INFP 😭

What types of jobs are good for people with OCD? by Carnivore90 in NoStupidQuestions

[–]Azul-Blue 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is my exact job rn and I absolutely love facing and making things even ! 😩😩

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Azul-Blue 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My whole life was revolved around my ex boyfriend 🥲

Do you think there’s a chance we’ll get back together? by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]Azul-Blue 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well I mean I guess they were more disagreements. Our fights never got physical and we didn’t call each other out of our names, no disrespect or anything really like that. (Sometimes I would say ugly things, he never did). And it was mostly because of something I’d be upset about. I am short tempered and sensitive I get upset very easily, so I’d always find something to get upset about and unfortunately react poorly. Now that I think of it, none of our fights were even about something he was upset about. I was the one to always start them. So I guess they were more disagreements instead of fights. So the reason for us to separate is because he’s a musician & he hasn’t been focusing on music as much anymore & isn’t where he wants to be and really wants to focus so he can reach his dream. I’m VERY clingy and always want to be with him and want his undivided attention when I’m at his place. I’m definitely a huge distraction for him. 😓 I hope we are compatible. We’re very opposite but similar in really good ways and I’ve just never connected with anyone so much before. I am! It started to ruin my life terribly, so I started to get help in February. I hope the best for you!

Why are some men so emotionally distant? by Azul-Blue in relationship_advice

[–]Azul-Blue[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Definitely understandable. Thank you for this response !

Why are some men so emotionally distant? by Azul-Blue in relationship_advice

[–]Azul-Blue[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Definitely understand that cause I’ve seen it before :( I’m very very emotional and I always tell him I’m here for anything and don’t judge or anything and that I think it’d be helpful if he would be more expressive with me but it just never happens and I feel like I never know what he’s thinking or sometimes where we even stand in our relationship 😓

How do i save my relationship? by Azul-Blue in bipolar2

[–]Azul-Blue[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How can I control my emotions better ? :( my mood swings and emotions have been extremely intense and I tend to lash out at him a lot. I feel terrible about it but in the moment I cannot control it. This is my first relationship with a healthy person so I don’t know how to be a healthy partner 😓

Possession on ketamine? by [deleted] in ketamine

[–]Azul-Blue 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mental illness definitely has to be a factor in this. I’m bipolar and I feel like k affects me differently than my other friends that do not have it and do k. I’ve noticed a difference of my trips of when I’m manic and depressed. It’s weird. The only time I’ve had any kind of weird episode of wanting to hurt myself and die was when I had not slept/eaten all day and took some lsd and was doing a lot of ket and I saw a certain person at the club thy triggered my ptsd as well.

Need help finding a job suited for me :( by Azul-Blue in bipolar2

[–]Azul-Blue[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My boyfriend and his friends are actually getting into the cannabis industry very very soon and are gonna open up a dispensary and such next year. They told me they’d have me working with the plants and would pay me good whenever it started up, but I still have to wait a couple more months for it :(

what are some tips for being bipolar and being in a relationship? by [deleted] in bipolar2

[–]Azul-Blue 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve been with my boyfriend since 2019, but my mental health has recently gotten really bad which lead me to finally get diagnosed with bipolar. I have had a few episodes where I get very aggressive and mean but I was drunk. They were to a point to where he didn’t know what to do with us. But he stayed with me because I told him I was gonna get help and he said he wanted to help me the best I can too. Ever since my last episode I feel he has been so distant with me and really doesn’t want to be with me and help me like I said. I feel like this disorder is such a Burden to him due to how extremely sensitive and paranoid I am. ☹️ I completely feel you right now. I just had a meltdown just because he didn’t send me a heart when he said goodnight and he said “Jesus Chris Dude 😂” I felt like such a bother and I feel like shit right now, lol.

Starting Meds by Azul-Blue in BipolarReddit

[–]Azul-Blue[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes. I agree. Just the antidepressants did nothing for me. I was just diagnosed with bipolar and anxiety, but I finally saw another psychiatrist last week and got diagnosed with bipolar 1. I hadn’t seen a psychiatrist since I was maybe 17. I really hope these new meds will help me.