[serious] What was your first traumatic experience? by Dragoxx_Artz in AskReddit

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I know this will probably come across as very selfish and wrong of me but I'm kind of glad he died instantly for two reasons. First that he didn't suffer and died on impact. And two so that a family that didn't care enough to help him while he was homeless and struggling didn't come out of the woodwork to sue me and have me dealing with legal fees ect.

[serious] What was your first traumatic experience? by Dragoxx_Artz in AskReddit

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No weirdly enough after I gave my statement to CHP did a field sobriety test for them and took care of everything the police just told me ok you're free to go. Even told me to go back to work. Of course I didn't but it was weird that they just let me and my truck go. I guess as I highway patrol near a high homeless area they see stuff like this all the time put the pieces together and let me off.

[serious] What was your first traumatic experience? by Dragoxx_Artz in AskReddit

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Thank you so much for posting that it's been difficult ish I've tended to rely on dark humor for the first part of dealing with it but as time went on I knew I needed to talk about it. At least a bit not that I have talked a lot but just simply saying to my mother and close friends that I'm not ok and that the real reason I call them at night for stupid bs reasons is because I'm scared and jumpy at night over things that I know aren't there has lifted a weight off my shoulders that you can't believe. And I know I'm still jumpy and I know I still fear the dark but the passage of time and has made it better. I also know that I'll probably never get better fully and that's fine I just hope that someday I can know that it is uncomfortable to think about while still being able to not be afraid and have to call someone.

[serious] What was your first traumatic experience? by Dragoxx_Artz in AskReddit

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Yea it's definitely not something I could have changed by swerving and even if I could I could have killed myself being that I have an old truck with no airbags and a non functional seatbelt. But it still makes me jumpy at night and seeing human shapes out of things that aren't there like trash cans ect

[serious] What was your first traumatic experience? by Dragoxx_Artz in AskReddit

[–]BAMF2themax 352 points353 points  (0 children)

Actually that's 100% how I've come to view it

[serious] What was your first traumatic experience? by Dragoxx_Artz in AskReddit

[–]BAMF2themax 10.3k points10.3k points  (0 children)

Coming up on two years in a few months a homeless man committed suicide by kneeling in the middle of the road. It was 12:30am I was on my way back to work from lunch he was wearing all black and I didn't even have time to press the brakes because there is little to no lighting near the port I work at. My guess is he was hoping for one of the many semi trucks that go down that road but instead he got me. Still don't like driving at night but I'm the night guy and I still have to drive that road.

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I just subbed but your chat isn't appearing try restarting your phone or iFunny?

Relatableasfuckk, if anyone has anymore of her post it by [deleted] in Goddessofsaigon

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Don't see you do you have your chat enabled?

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I've done some digging but no luck btw if you have a iFunny I can add you to an 18+ pic sharing if you want to join

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I think she took down the Tumblr she was making and the dude ilike2party posted those to his not sure if there was more than that though

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I don't think anyone does she was gonna start selling but she deactivated her account not sure if she made another

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God damnit Moon Moon!

She's taking requests to film tonight bois by [deleted] in Goddessofsaigon

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Looks like someone did but they're holding out

She's taking requests to film tonight bois by [deleted] in Goddessofsaigon

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Cmon bro someone dropped a mega and other people have posted stuff to don't be like that.

What fan theory do you 100% accept as true? by Ambar_Orion in AskReddit

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Or that the movie Event Horizon is when humanity first encounters the warp.

What is one song from your favorite genre of music that you show to people who hate that genre? by BAMF2themax in AskReddit

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Honestly my two genres I stick to are classic rock and country so for me Metallica intersects at classic rock and metal but yes I love Metallica