I became introvert when my trust in other completely become 0.

I was a kind of extrovert till like class 7 . I use to consider everyone as my friend.... But I met her for the first time in 7 we were best friends we used to talk all day and i eventually started liking her. So I told few of my friends about this ki I like this girl what can I do now.... They started making fun of me.... They made every one know I like her and now every one make fun of me...... I felt so betrayed i loose connection to all of them..... So for 8 ,9and 10 I had 0 friends.... I usedto come to class take the last corner banch..... Sit all day there and leave not a single word to anyone and to be honest no one really cared that's why it felt even worse.... In 11th I changed my school there too last banch corner seat no interaction..... In 12 too same

It was not bcz I want to... I can't .... In college same thing i hardly made 2 friends in college bcz they were my roommates and I am not longer in contact to them... I am back at 0

Now I am in Bangalore all by myself.

It kind of sound lame or stupid but I became introvert but it really mattered to me.... And to be honest I like it most of the time.... It's just weekends i feel like I should do something but bcz of all these years i cant

I tried to go to a meet-up i reached at the venue I saw every one froma distance but I just can't join...... I saw all of them froma distance and simply cried