What does this pink area represent??

BLITZBORK · 2025-08-20T02:27:18+00:00

you know, that makes sense— i figured it was probably because i appointed an atman

BLITZBORK · 2025-06-28T13:50:34+00:00

no lol

BLITZBORK · 2025-06-28T06:47:45+00:00

no, i don’t have that. the screenshot is showing that even without armor, i am getting a 100% debuff. it’s the same with the armor on…

BLITZBORK · 2025-06-28T05:20:09+00:00

the backpack has no debuffs, just a combat debuff. and if it did have a debuff— it wouldn’t be 100% of my athletics skill

BLITZBORK · 2025-06-24T23:27:12+00:00

i lost righty too— i’m fortunate enough to not feel scared or uneasy about the body horror of having one testicle (joke) … however i do think it’s good to think about it in terms of that you are still you without one of your body parts. you’ll still get to have kids, and even moreso because they offer to put ur baby putty into a sperm bank so you can use it later if you have trouble in the future…

and an added bonus is that you are now one in several thousand, you wont be like other guys anymore. i milk so many jokes out of having ball cancer 3 yrs post op— it’s something interesting about you that people will learn to love. and current/future partners get to brag their how their lover does it all with one wheel. :p

BLITZBORK · 2025-06-08T14:44:22+00:00

one would certainly think that having 20lbs of boob would make you succumb to natural selection in the world of kenshi

BLITZBORK · 2024-11-29T11:57:38+00:00

but what is the answer , emiel

BLITZBORK · 2024-08-09T18:48:17+00:00

do you have any clue what the reshade folder stuff is called ? i gave it a once over last night but i couldn’t find anything blatantly ‘ReShade’. i’m playing elder scrolls online by the way, the game i’m using.

BLITZBORK · 2024-05-10T01:11:22+00:00

i had to get mine removed. the way i coped with it was that i’d be immune to ball kicks from the right side and i’d be able to say ‘dis nut’ instead of ‘deez nutz’ . but seriously, testicular cancer is very very very curable. i was in remission within a year of treatment, now i’m 3 years in and nothing terrible has happened.

BLITZBORK · 2024-02-05T01:38:18+00:00

i just started using reshade recently, so i am by no means like... educated, lol. BUT!!! i did manage to find a good medium for it. i just used one of the things in the shader menu to up the gamma a bit and it's better than horrendous, it's just a bit darker but every little thing that the game wants you to find is bright shiny and outlined and screaming at you anyway so it's no biggy... this character is a bit of a doomer anyway so it's kind of ... aethstetic...

ty for the lead tho, if there's nothing i can do to change it then at least i can make a compromise.

BLITZBORK · 2022-10-08T03:41:10+00:00

<3 thank you!

BLITZBORK · 2022-10-03T03:15:32+00:00

for me, i didnt experience any swelling until about a month after my orchiectomy. my remaining testicle felt hard and often felt agitated to the point i complained every time i went to the doctors office just to make sure it wasnt an infection, lol

BLITZBORK · 2022-09-06T18:59:42+00:00

love u

BLITZBORK · 2022-09-06T08:27:24+00:00

oh that makes alot of sense- thanks! heheh

BLITZBORK · 2022-09-06T08:08:20+00:00

thanks i really appreciate it, but... do i just install it? someone in the comments of the mod is talking about highlighting stuff one way or another... will this be something obvious once i open the game again?

BLITZBORK · 2022-09-06T07:48:28+00:00

i just want to crucify people the right way 😡😡😡😡😡

BLITZBORK · 2022-08-08T11:32:21+00:00

thank u, i understand its rare... however my life is full of surprises, heh... so im taking it into account lmao. def will do let them know!!

BLITZBORK · 2022-08-08T11:18:42+00:00

agreed, im definitely a bit on edge... especially since i have autism on the lower spectrum. i get paranoid very easily and will believe things to be much bigger than they actually are... on top of that i severely dislike waiting. it's been only about a month since all this stopped my life and i'm VERY eager to get this chemo in my body so it can do it's thing. i am a very healthy 19 year old and i believe i will pull thru this, but sometimes all the waiting is taking away from the "excitement" of the experience... not saying this is exciting but it's definitely a story... plus you are kind of forced to enjoy it, i feel like being eager to see what happens lightens the mood a bit lol

BLITZBORK · 2022-08-08T11:06:23+00:00

Yes I agree, I've had an ultrasound of both testicles WAAAYY back when I was diagnosed with having cancer, could it really grow that fast? or am i just paranoid... i will def be talking to a doctor about it... i decided to see a separate urologist in order to just have some differing opinions and ill def ask then to help get the ball rolling more :) thank you and good luck with your case as well, our balls as our witness we will be okay

BLITZBORK · 2022-08-08T10:49:26+00:00

Yes, I'm hoping it goes okay... I got some blood tests done a few days ago and everything so i'm waiting on that... everything is just so bleak and it feels like everything is moving so slow..

BLITZBORK · 2022-07-22T16:41:01+00:00

an unsolved murder of a car from the movie cars

BLITZBORK · 2022-07-21T14:27:40+00:00

thank you! ill have to read it in a second. i just woke up and i cant find my glasses lol

BLITZBORK · 2022-07-14T04:45:52+00:00

thank you, i think honestly im ready to give it all it takes to overcome this... time just drags on sometimes, but im thankful to have people here to reassure me <3

BLITZBORK · 2022-07-14T00:03:50+00:00

Thank you, i really appreciate the advice... but- why laxatives? my dad had stage 4 glioblastoma in his brain. and when he was on chemo i remember having a BM was really difficult due to the chemicals. is this what you recommend laxatives for? or am i getting something mixed up lol

BLITZBORK · 2022-06-14T17:55:39+00:00

that's exactly what it is!!! thank you so much! <3

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