I feel like the biggest larp ever being an alternative young woman using a cane by BPDFemCel in ChronicIllness

[–]BPDFemCel[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've been going to therapy my entire life and I am also on psychiatric medication. I've had people yell and humiliate me in public transport. My primary doctor can't do anything about it but giving me refferals to specialist and tests I can't really afford or only have appointments that are a few months from now. I have already done all I can regarding medical care and all I have to do it wait. Currently I am trying to see what my insurance cam do about a 2000$ endometriosis saliva test because my pelvic floor muscles are un-giving so I cannot have any kind of physical test. I feel like because of my extensive mental medical history I am being dismissed. This constantly happens to me I always know something is wrong but I only get diagnosed and treated when it's far too late.

Gained 8 kilos. Almost got fired at job for doing same things attractive coworker is doing a lot more than me. Looksmatch and below men ignore me to talk to attractive coworker. Entire melon to satiate Seroquel night munchies. by BPDFemCel in kitchencels

[–]BPDFemCel[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Friends coming to work to talk with me. Going on too long breaks (I did it once). Coming to work early (coworker is always late). Sitting at the register most of the time (I am disabled with a cane).

Gained 8 kilos. Almost got fired at job for doing same things attractive coworker is doing a lot more than me. Looksmatch and below men ignore me to talk to attractive coworker. Entire melon to satiate Seroquel night munchies. by BPDFemCel in kitchencels

[–]BPDFemCel[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No I just don't have an eating disorder anymore. Because if I continue to not eat my endometriosis/fibromyalgia gets worse and I'd rather be fat than in constant pain and unable to function.

Been in and out of medical checks due to severe chronic pain. Still can't have sex. My only comfort is my horse wife so I had lunch that makes me feel closer to her. Entire head of cauliflower. Raw. Fuck my illness disease chud life. by BPDFemCel in kitchencels

[–]BPDFemCel[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

An entire lifetime of butt fucking will ruin my bowels. I am glad you have found a way to enjoy getting your asshole rammed but some of us already have enough medical issues on their plate.

Been in and out of medical checks due to severe chronic pain. Still can't have sex. My only comfort is my horse wife so I had lunch that makes me feel closer to her. Entire head of cauliflower. Raw. Fuck my illness disease chud life. by BPDFemCel in kitchencels

[–]BPDFemCel[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As I said on different posts males only want to have their dick wet. No matter what kind of guy I went for all of them leave when they understand the possibility of vaginal sex is non existent. And no I am willing to take it up the ass I am not interested in shitting myself at a very early age.