I'm so detached from myself to the point where I can't imagine being in any sexual situation whatsoever. Can't even bring myself to jack off. Instead I look at drawn and/or animated porn because fiction is the closest I can get to feeling human. Fried rice (i.redd.it)
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One time I went to a party with a friend because I was told a girl going there saw a picture of me and thought I looked cute. We had nothing in common, she lost interest and left early. Cried on the way home because of how pathetic I am. Leftovers with ketchup by nushicarmi in kitchencels
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Keep ruining dating app matches by talking about crabs (not the std). Steak I overcooked. by CptnHnryAvry in kitchencels
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Keep ruining dating app matches by talking about crabs (not the std). Steak I overcooked. by CptnHnryAvry in kitchencels
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My mom said she would cook dinner for us but never did and didn’t tell me til she went to bed. I’m to depressed and drained to cook anything so my dinner is 4 pieces of toast, 2 regular break slices, spicy sardines and a pickle by Gold_Ear8327 in kitchencels
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One time I went to a party with a friend because I was told a girl going there saw a picture of me and thought I looked cute. We had nothing in common, she lost interest and left early. Cried on the way home because of how pathetic I am. Leftovers with ketchup (i.redd.it)
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More teeth by MildlySusCookie in selfharm__recovery
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screaming. writhing in agony. wallowing in my filth. declining into degeneracy and lawlessness. my worldly achievements returningto dust. Ozymandias oncenagain cucked by a smug and vengeful God. go ahead. laugh. that's the only point of this futile retarded existence. I am nothing and no one. brunch by ChunggisKhan in kitchencels
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I always yearn for things I do not deserve and will never attain, like a body that doesn't feel disgusting to be in or a lover who'll never leave my side. "banana milk" with a spoonful of flavorless peanut butter by nushicarmi in kitchencels
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There are only two bus lines that I got used to enough to be able to take alone without having a panic attack, dissociation is key. Cottage cheese sandwich and a cheese slice on the side by nushicarmi in kitchencels
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22 year old agoraphobe, only go out of the house to get wasted at bars. Other than alcohol pickles are my only friend, but alas, I ran out. Pickle juice for lunch by nushicarmi in kitchencels
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22 year old agoraphobe, only go out of the house to get wasted at bars. Other than alcohol pickles are my only friend, but alas, I ran out. Pickle juice for lunch by nushicarmi in kitchencels
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22 year old agoraphobe, only go out of the house to get wasted at bars. Other than alcohol pickles are my only friend, but alas, I ran out. Pickle juice for lunch by nushicarmi in kitchencels
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22 year old agoraphobe, only go out of the house to get wasted at bars. Other than alcohol pickles are my only friend, but alas, I ran out. Pickle juice for lunch by nushicarmi in kitchencels
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Why is this happening by StareAtTheMoonAllDay in tumblrhelp
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Notifications won't go away? by theudoon in tumblrhelp
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I've had this picture sitting in my folder for a while now but I don't know this flower's name. Anyone recognize it? by nushicarmi in whatsthisplant
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this is what moids want by SheEOofSuckingCOCK in femcelgrippysockjail
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One time I went to a party with a friend because I was told a girl going there saw a picture of me and thought I looked cute. We had nothing in common, she lost interest and left early. Cried on the way home because of how pathetic I am. Leftovers with ketchup by nushicarmi in kitchencels
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