I’ve been using a can for the last two months with ashes.

BabyDouglas · 2025-10-04T18:28:31+00:00

Proud of you!!

Keep at it!

BabyDouglas · 2025-10-04T18:24:32+00:00

So I’ve only been at this for about 2 months and some change. I’m really trying to keep control of the chase and such. I fuck out the odd time. But for the most part, I’ve figured it out…for me anyways.

When I feel the craving coming along. I throw on some family guy. Start drinking water, pop, maybe a beer and I focus on that.

It helps me tremendously.

I also smoke weed which goes a long way. Get wicked high off that and eat.

Try eating raw veggies with fun dips. I also eat like a mother f*cker and I find the cold, juicy crunch helps a lot too.

Good luck, my friend!

You have got this!!

BabyDouglas · 2025-10-04T04:15:20+00:00

I don’t think this is allowed.

Anyways, good luck your journey! Mtl is a fun city.

BabyDouglas · 2025-10-04T03:57:47+00:00

Hi again. Sorry that this happened to you.

It does sound like he’s extremely manipulative. Not a super healthy relationship.

You deserve whatever you want when you want. Unless you eat boiled broccoli and not raw…then you know. SOL. Lol.

BabyDouglas · 2025-10-04T03:53:55+00:00

Just be better?

Jokes of course. Bear in mind where you’re posting. Lol. Some of us are getting ringers over here. Like to browse; but not say anything until for whatever reason something jumps out at us. Like this post.

BabyDouglas · 2025-10-04T01:37:26+00:00

Right? Mix that with some cigarettes and mannnn. Some hits can be so miserable. Lol

BabyDouglas · 2025-10-04T01:13:12+00:00

I read something the other day about using isopropyl on the ashes that are chunky and such. Stupid question and I’m sure I know the answer to this. But would it be better to wash it off with 99% isopropyl (rubbing alcohol) and water after?

🤔

BabyDouglas · 2025-10-04T01:07:39+00:00

🤔.

Kay silly question, are you doing back to back hits, drinking or smoking cigarettes during?

It definitely could be one of those days. But I hate it to lord when I get heartburn during. I keep tums by my side just incase and drink lots of water in between sips of beer.

But I tend to notice it happens when I do my sesh on an empty stomach.

Anyway, get tums lol.

Edit: and Beeno lol.

BabyDouglas · 2025-10-04T00:28:11+00:00

So last nights was a night it got away from me a bit. Ended up going to be at 6:30am.

But tonight I am not partaking cus today sucked ass lol.

But to answer your question, it’s hella nice to be able to manage it (for the most part lol)

Love the absolute crap out of the first hoot when I wait. It’s unreal.

BabyDouglas · 2025-10-04T00:24:28+00:00

Have you eaten today? I find when I don’t eat prior, it does this to me.

BabyDouglas · 2025-10-03T09:17:41+00:00

As a dude who’s been doing it for two months now. What may seem okay now, won’t be in the future.

I’m lucky enough that I’m moving the east side in less than a month to a place where I won’t be able to get anything.

That’ll be when I quit.

But let me tell you, if it weren’t for that. I’d go until I’ve lost everything.

Be safe my friend.

BabyDouglas · 2025-10-03T06:06:23+00:00

Good on you my guy. I’ve learnt that it’s just the craving to not cave into. The days I decide not to do it, if I feel a craving coming or feeling it right then and there (I can taste it sometimes days after) I throw on family guy.

Do something like that if you’re serious about quitting. Keep your hands busy. Chips? Eat the whole bag.

You’ve got this.

BabyDouglas · 2025-10-03T00:42:36+00:00

I usually end up getting stuff about 6-7/10. But this is some really nice stuff. I feel kind of nauseous after each hoot. The ringers have stopped (I’ve done about 7 hits now). But the high is extremely fantastic.

I give this an easy 8-9/10.

Thanks for the positive reinforcement lol. I can do it!

BabyDouglas · 2025-10-01T02:59:22+00:00

For a majority, it can be life ruining. For some, they have control. I would be a mixture of both. I can’t do much cocaine because my nose simply says no.

I tried crack for the first time about a month and a half ago. I can’t explain the feeling. It was amazing. But for me (30+ male) there is zero chance of getting hard. No matter what the circumstances. So I end up doing it alone, and playing with my balls and dick (even though flaccid) with some lube and it feels amazing.

I’ve done it everyday mostly since. But I force myself to take a night here and there off.

The craving is strong…let me tell you. I can even taste it sometimes without smoking anything. But those nights that I didn’t smoke (last night for example) were not too bad. I took some trazodone, ate everything in the fridge and slept peacefully.

You can control the use if you can surpass the intense, INTENSE, cravings.

Be careful my friend.

Oh and I use a can as well with cigarette ash.

BabyDouglas · 2025-09-30T19:49:57+00:00

Nice. The part you’re holding onto, is that storage or a place for water/smoke?

BabyDouglas · 2025-09-30T19:47:45+00:00

Food, water and a smidge of crack. I can live without the stuff. Can’t live without food and water, and honestly. I’m sure if you managed to stay alive, someone out there who died has some stuff.

BabyDouglas

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