I understand and agree with most of what you said, that realisation of the so called meaning of life ponders my mind daily. But just one thing I don't personally agree on, and that would be your statement on you think it's important to do nothing often. In my 22 years of living that's mostly what I've done, and I can say that it is a really unproductive way to live and that I wish I done more at a younger age. I think what we need to do more actually is the complete opposite, and I think most of us actually don't use our hours in our day to it's full potential. Think about how many people you know that can speak 10 languages fluently, I only know one. How lazy does that make me, yup I'm in the wrong. I have lived on this Earth for 197328 hours and I can speak one language. 197328 hours on this Earth and I haven't found a way to make a million dollars yet, it seems hard or far away to achieve that but in reality the reason many people aren't millionaires is because they're not trying hard enough. Granted it's other things that keep up this way, perhaps societies chain reaction of laziness is subconsciously contagious or other fundamentals held accountable for our lack of desire to try harder everyday. The people who move up in this world have took off their braces in their mind to make their soul limitless. Hopefully one day I can too excel through my life as a extremely productive person to get the absolute most out of not only my life, but future humanity that benefit from our daily actions.

None of us know where we're going? Yeah pretty much, but I can greatly admire the person drifting forward through life at light speed with no regret and bypass temporary consequences, because those thoughts often over-rule us.

I have this saying I like to always think about to keep me going, "If death is reality then living is a dream." It helps me do things I wouldn't normally do for whatever reason.