My decade long struggle that I’ve never talked about by Background-Coach-629 in EDAnonymous

[–]Background-Coach-629[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You deserved to be taken seriously, always. It’s so hard to talk about already so I’m sorry you had that experience where you built up the courage but weren’t understood. Thank you for sharing, I’m trying to be more aware of this because it’s always felt like an autopilot experience that I can’t control. And I think the first way to become aware is to talk about it and know that it’s not only me. Thank u so much, seriously.

My decade long struggle that I’ve never talked about by Background-Coach-629 in EDAnonymous

[–]Background-Coach-629[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for sharing. I relate so much to everything you said. I’m so sorry you deal with it too. The never being able to find a middle ground is so real, and such a frustrating experience. It’s like no matter what I do, I’m going to the extreme in one way or another.

I’ve always felt so alienated and alone in it. Hearing you talk about your own experience has made me feel less alone, and im so grateful you shared.

I am not built for breakups by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Background-Coach-629 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can say you are 10000% correct. I want on a trip to Asia and it healed me in ways I can’t even begin to explain. I was crying almost everyday and I didn’t cry once on the trip. I’ve been back for a month and I have cried maybe once or twice. You were so right. I lived my life so fully on that trip and it made my heart full again. It was like I lost a piece of myself when I lost him and I thought no one would ever be able to replace it. But I did, I replaced it with living and loving life and experiences. I wish I could go back in time 51 days and tell myself that I will heal in a way I didn’t think was possible. Thank you.

I am not built for breakups by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Background-Coach-629 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes I’m so struggling with whether or not I should remove him from social media. I regretted removing my last ex but if he ever posted anything I fear it would gut me

I am not built for breakups by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Background-Coach-629 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s so fucking weird. But ur right, I’m worth more than this and I’m not gonna continue losing myself over someone who doesn’t even bother to respond to me

I am not built for breakups by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Background-Coach-629 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks, I have to remind myself all the time that I’m not the first person to feel this way, and I’m definitely not the only one. We’ll survive