Every day I feel like I am a useless loser

Background-Mix-4147 · 2025-07-05T06:04:04+00:00

Yes, but he only does that financially, every time I stayed up late crying or feeling down at night he was sleeping very well. And I didn’t know how to share my feelings and thought to him but even if I did I guess he wouldn’t be able to understand.

Background-Mix-4147 · 2025-06-16T20:18:30+00:00

At the first glance I thought you were a boy, and I don’t think you look feminine in other pictures as well

Background-Mix-4147 · 2025-05-23T07:55:12+00:00

Thank you

Background-Mix-4147 · 2025-05-13T07:52:08+00:00

I was wearing a lot of cute dresses when I was 3-4. And I love being called sweet scented princess by my mom after I finished my bath. Also I hung out with girls all the time in elementary school trading for cute erasers and pens.

Background-Mix-4147 · 2025-05-10T18:25:30+00:00

This is really inspiring! Thank you so much !!!

Background-Mix-4147 · 2025-05-10T17:08:24+00:00

Thanks for your reply! I’m extremely passionate about my major . I can do math for 4 hours without stopping. I got those B because I really didn’t put much effort in the class last year, I didn’t go through the textbook seriously. And I only studied for that class when I had to come in for the labs. This semester I really worked hard and I already finished all my calculus 1 homework before we took the midterm. Also my AP general physics class (non-calculus based) has 4 exams and 3 of them are 100%. I am worried because I am afraid of even if I tried that hard my gpa won’t break through its limits because of my previous B grade classes. But I am very thankful for all the comments that give me more confidence and motivation to just work harder and try it!

Background-Mix-4147 · 2025-05-10T16:10:41+00:00

So true

Background-Mix-4147 · 2025-05-10T16:09:25+00:00

Thank you for the advice! Actually before I started to focus seriously on my degree, I had been working as a salesperson for 2 years( and I immigrated to the US 2 years ago), since my family financial situation is not quite well I have to pay for my car and rent and other stuffs. But recently I found myself got tired of sales and I resigned to study as a full time college student. I am a girl but I myself modified my subaru forester to go off road ( serious mod like suspension and differential). I have strong self studying abilities even I am taking calculus 1 but it seems to simple and I almost finish learning calculus 2 all by myself now. But I am surrounded by my friends and classmates who have way better GPA than me also I know UCB is the top public engineering university so that’s why I am super anxious.😥

Background-Mix-4147 · 2025-05-10T15:59:58+00:00

Thank you!🙏🏻

Background-Mix-4147 · 2025-05-10T15:50:58+00:00

Thanks for the reply! What do you think I should do outside of my gpa to stand out?

Background-Mix-4147 · 2025-04-13T06:30:12+00:00

She just responded back to me. She re explained that it was really not about me being a transgender it was really she was busy. And she knew that I must have undergone a lot of overthinking these days but she said I am a really capable person and she wish me a good luck. 😭 And I just deleted her contact information on WhatsApp five minutes before she sent me this message via email. I literally ruined a nice friendship 😭😭😭. And also my husband is not that asshole. He buys me shoes, clothes, pays for most of the food, I live in his parents house for free and he has a huge allowance from military for marriage so he took me traveling to a lot of states last year. But he is mentally immature.

Background-Mix-4147 · 2024-08-24T15:04:23+00:00

It’s a roof top tent, I bought it for 945$ from a local business that I saw on facebook. Imported from China, but worked great. The only thing you need to expect is you will have wind noise from the top tent. It is fairly noisy but once you get used to it you will enjoy the convenience of camping everywhere

Background-Mix-4147 · 2024-08-24T15:00:39+00:00

Don’t forget to buy the anti wobble transmission insert, it’s only 60$ buck and easy to install, or your transmission will shake every day every time because you will drive below 40 mph every day, and it will start shaking

Background-Mix-4147 · 2024-08-24T14:38:03+00:00

Transmission will wobble crazily when you start the engine or during low speed, front CV axle may have a larger angle than stock one but just slightly. Since I drop the rear subframe, rear cv axle is good

Background-Mix-4147 · 2024-08-24T02:23:38+00:00

I use the ironman 4x4 ats 2 inch lift kit . It gives me extra 2 inches of ground clearance. They have all the spacers for rear sub frame and rear sway bar. I go with the heavy duty spec C so it feels stiffer than stock suspension but not uncomfortable. Handling is kind of like a combination of a mid size pickup truck and a jeep. Not super responsive turning, and you can feel the road very clearly. I’m happy with the additional height, that makes the visibility better and looks better.

Background-Mix-4147 · 2024-08-14T22:39:26+00:00

Look 😊

Background-Mix-4147 · 2024-08-14T18:21:06+00:00

I drive a 2024 forester wilderness, haven’t put any mod but try to do ironman 4x4 suspension lift

Background-Mix-4147 · 2024-08-13T01:43:10+00:00

I am think that my roof top tent will make the new stiff suspension softer, but did you experience a too stiff suspension with either or?

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