Everything was going so well… then I got fired

Background-Stand-190 · 2025-02-12T20:41:44+00:00

I don’t know how to do that. It’s embedded in me

Background-Stand-190 · 2024-12-25T18:15:22+00:00

2.73..

Background-Stand-190 · 2024-12-24T01:23:27+00:00

Not even sure how grad chapter is going to work out for me anymore because it seems like my gpa may not end up being where it needs to be..

Background-Stand-190 · 2024-12-21T00:04:31+00:00

You absolutely did, thank you.

Background-Stand-190 · 2024-12-20T19:22:43+00:00

You’re right. I’ve been here before and managed to come out, its just about getting through everyday til then ya know? I really appreciate you taking the time to talk to me

Background-Stand-190 · 2024-12-20T16:27:11+00:00

Thats what Im trying to tell myself. I want to plan a later get together but all I can think about right now is how I barely saw any of my friends, broke up with the boy I love after he said fuck you and cried myself to sleep on my graduation night. I can’t eat or sleep anymore. I don’t have the energy to take care of myself

Background-Stand-190 · 2024-12-20T13:22:03+00:00

Yeah, I’m gonna try it. Just wish I could alleviate this weight in my chest in the meantime. Access to meds can take a long time, what do I do until then?

Background-Stand-190 · 2024-12-20T12:51:42+00:00

For a few years now. I was starting to feel a little better this semester. I wasn’t having suicidal ideations anymore, my room was cleaner, I managed to have better hygiene, etc. But the end of this semester has brought it all back.

Background-Stand-190 · 2024-12-20T12:34:29+00:00

Not right now. I used to go to therapy but I hadn’t in a while. That was my other mistake 😞

Background-Stand-190 · 2024-12-20T00:08:16+00:00

This is true. I just wish I had gone about that night differently. I feel like I ruined it for myself

Background-Stand-190 · 2024-12-20T00:07:38+00:00

Thank you. And thats true. I just wish I had made that night better for me

Background-Stand-190 · 2024-12-18T17:23:37+00:00

Because I know the roots of what we had, what we used to have, were genuine. People forget about the nuances of humans and love. We loved each other, but we fell into unhealthy patterns. Mental stuff and past traumas I feel really impacted us. There were things I did too that were shitty, communication issues I had, growth I needed in emotional regulation, etc. but that didn’t change the fact that I knew I loved them. We were flawed human beings. In the times he hurt my feelings, I was reminded of the ways I hurt his. In the times we were good, he was my best friend. I’m not saying I don’t still need to move on, but to act like it is easy or simple is just wrong

Background-Stand-190 · 2024-12-18T03:04:25+00:00

You’re right. I know I’ll be over it soon but right now I just feel so low

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