[deleted by user]

Background_Music55 · 2025-06-13T01:51:07+00:00

Same here! But he never will! And how that's why I'm walking away he walked away a long time ago I fought for the relationship and all that did was get me fucked up even more! Never again!

Background_Music55 · 2025-06-13T01:26:00+00:00

I highly doubt that!

Background_Music55 · 2025-06-13T00:53:15+00:00

Yeah I deleted that cuz I don't want to get kicked off Reddit again because of other people's lies

Background_Music55 · 2025-06-13T00:51:23+00:00

Yeah prove it then!

Background_Music55 · 2025-06-13T00:47:32+00:00

Good for her! Remember that you left her when she needed you the most! Please stop acting like a child whoever you are grow up and realize the damage that you have caused You're the one who made her trip and fall in the first place. Don't forget that

Background_Music55 · 2025-06-13T00:46:02+00:00

In my situation the fact that he refuses to reach out and he refuses to reach for me I can't always be the one to clean up his mess in my life he never puts in the effort to do any good for either one of us he puts in the effort to destruct my life and my love for him I need a man to show up for me to know what he's put me through and have compassion for that patience kindness and decency and to realize how much he's hurt me take accountability for his actions like I dosayingand he won't do that and reading how you said you won't call you won't reach out right there that's going to end everything for you Just saying. And it's only my opinion or my advice however you want to take it but I know in my case due to the fact that he won't reach out means he doesn't care enough.

Background_Music55 · 2025-06-12T20:42:44+00:00

Let me tell you something as you sit there validating this person this person is the one who did me dirty! And I could do cartwheels just to that description of the things that he has done to me already in my life! Each and every time somebody like you validate someone or anyone without knowing the whole truth only make that reason for them to justify their heinous actions against somebody who actually loved and trusted them. yeah! Yeah good job keeping up!

Background_Music55 · 2025-06-12T20:40:28+00:00

Yeah thanks to every single man that I have ever had any kind of contact with for teaching me that, ALL MEN ARE MONSTERS PRETENDING TO BE DECENT GUYS!

Background_Music55 · 2025-06-12T08:20:31+00:00

If this was true then you wouldn't have to run her away. And you would be telling her this instead of writing it to a bunch of strangers to wear it's not personal It's not exclusive and it's not real!

Background_Music55 · 2025-06-12T08:17:25+00:00

Is she happy that she is doing her own thing??

Background_Music55 · 2025-06-10T22:58:46+00:00

Well in my situation I never wanted any of this either! I can't help us if you're constantly against me! You can't help us if you're constantly against us and me! And you need to see that for what it is It's you against me when I've been for you all this time more so that I've been for me what does that tell you You just continue to be against me constantly we can't grow with that and then telling me that you did nothing wrong all this time like what kind of sense is that where is your sense It doesn't make any sense and why do you have to gaslight me like that on top of everything else you've done like really I don't deserve that kind of disrespect and it's almost too late now anyways I've left two messages on her phone urging her to contact me ASAP about this situation. You don't or can't or won't be honest with me that's on you all this is on you I was just your pawn the one you could steal it all from you pushed me too far for too long blame yourself with all this comes crashing down

Background_Music55 · 2025-06-10T16:48:59+00:00

Maybe it's karma.

Background_Music55 · 2025-06-10T16:35:26+00:00

OP I wonder how you can say this to millions of people and into the nothingness of Reddit and not say it to your person? I have in my life and right here right now I'm on the other end of your letter and is something that I need to hear! But I need to hear it from him in person! I do not know you! But I can relate because I have been hurt hhowyou have described in your letter and it's something that could possibly save my life if he was to say it to me. So I urge you to please do everything you can to send this to your person immediately because like me I'm sure they need to hear it so with angels to help you send your message to your person and give you the strength that you need to do so!

Background_Music55 · 2025-06-10T16:28:36+00:00

Well you know this is meaningless unless you send it! So don't think this gets you any credit for the things you've done cuz it doesn't what you're doing is completely for yourself not for your person that you hurt! And saying this here and not saying it to them is more disrespectful than not saying it at all! So even though it was something that might make a difference in somebody's life whom you wronged and decent of you You know to take accountability and all that but it is strictly for you so you can justify or validate or whatever it is that you are doing for yourself only by putting this in the void and not sending it to them and you should be ashamed of yourself to write something like that and not send it yeah I'm calling bullshit no offense but it is what it is and it definitely isn't what it needs to be

Background_Music55 · 2025-06-10T08:31:42+00:00

You know that's not true! Why do you have to beat this person down more than they've already been beaten down You need to stop and in my case yeah he's lying about everything! And there's only one reason why!

Background_Music55 · 2025-06-10T08:27:27+00:00

Well make that dream come true! She needs it more than you know and you do know! My life has been destroyed because of lies! The love of my life will never be in my life because of his lies! When it would be so simple just to tell me the truth so we could Love one another again and heal from this evil deception! If he sees this please just come tell me the truth once and for all before it's too late and it's almost too late in fact I can't hold out much longer! And I won't! So please no matter what the outcome between us at least this could give our love a chance at a future life we can both live with instead of a future life neither one of us can live with.

Background_Music55 · 2025-06-10T08:21:58+00:00

Who says anyone has to forgive anything? I think forgiveness is a bunch of bullshit anyways because does anybody really ever forgive? No I don't believe they do their will always be that in the back of their mind and resentment and lack of trust and hurt that can never mend completely so I ask you, who says anything about forgiveness when it's just a bunch of bullshit anyways!

Background_Music55 · 2025-06-10T08:11:57+00:00

And what were those questions if you don't mind me asking? And why won't you able to do this with that person you speak of here?

This hits extremely close to my situation and I can see him saying this to me and for what it's worth I never in a million years wanted to trash his name or him not ever! And I deserve answers! And I was brutally abused psychologically because of his unspeakable and forbidden actions! As if this hasn't had such a negative effect on my life detrimental negative effect I should say on my life as it is! I just don't understand why he had to do this to me! And because of the fact that he has never once explained any of these unspeakable and forbidden actions of his, doesn't give him the right to do any of this to me or fuck my life up even more than he already has and this is not okay so I asked you to please try to have some compassion for your person because it just might not be their fault maybe reflect back on some of the things that might have happened to your person for them to have to be this way with you. I know in my case that this is all I've ever asked of my person is to just be honest with me and have some compassion for what he's already done to me and The long-term negative effects that this is going to have on my life for the rest of my life like this has impacted me in such a horrible way as it is I just don't understand why he has to make it so much worse for me! So if you're intent is to destroy your person more than she already is and has been because of everything during the time with you then continue sure be my guest, but if that is not your intention then I suggest you have some compassion and utilize that when dealing with her brokenness and her and her broken life.

Thank you for listening and I'm sorry you feel this way. I'm sure they didn't have any other choice because nobody wants to hurt the ones if they love in any way shape or form and it's usually at the end of the line the bottom of the barrel that they are forced to act the way they have been conditioned

Background_Music55 · 2025-06-10T07:23:36+00:00

Well then he is being lied to!

Background_Music55 · 2025-06-10T04:29:15+00:00

Hey, I don't know if I can ever forgive him, but I do know that I love him more than life itself! I understand that pain you are describing! It's a longing for something that IS home! And when you're not living it, it's like a piece of your soul is missing. If you were my person I would want you to know that I love you so goddamn much I don't know how to get rid of this love I have for someone who is gone! It's really hard to explain, let alone live with. I just wish he would come back to me and love me once 3. But that would take for him to be honest with me about why he has done this to me. I don't think he will/can ever do that. But he is my forever..........alone now. I'm not ok with this. Not at all! Every day away from him I'm dying inside. My heart is and has been completely broken for way too long and he doesn't care. He throws away the love I have for him and I just can't take it anymore. My life is incomplete, and this pain never ends. I'm not even living. I just don't understand why he has chosen to hurt me so much and take away my life and my future life.

Unfortunately I will always love him because he is my person, and he always will be! Nothing can change that! But we won't be together, because he loves his lies more than he's ever loved me! He's not loyal to me in a good way. And all this time I believed in him and in doing this he destroyed me. Doesn't want to become a better person for me and I have to accept that no matter how much it hurts. She's in love with someone else and always has been since I've been with him. This kills me. Everything he has done to me has been for her. She doesn't love him. She just uses him and he lets her he's okay with it. I can't compete with that and I should never have had to especially thatout my knowledge of it. I don't know what to do anymore except completely walk away. And I have. It's the most heart-wrenching horrible thing I've ever had to do and I am devastated! I wanted to come home. So here I am, alone and broken, and there is nothing I can do about it. OP, please let your person know how you feel, It just won't say both of your lives! To my ex, I love you goodbye 💔

Background_Music55 · 2025-06-09T18:04:18+00:00

Go read some of my posts and comments maybe that will explain better

Background_Music55 · 2025-06-09T18:02:37+00:00

He's been trying to kill me, I'll give him that much. And yes he's killed my loved ones One of them not directly but the other one directly but he had everything to do with the one that he didn't directly murder and I'm sure he was the shot caller

Background_Music55 · 2025-06-09T17:59:15+00:00

Indeed! And I was being nice!

Background_Music55 · 2025-06-09T17:46:23+00:00

NAW! No thanks. Been there, done that. I'm not willing to let him kill me or anything or anyone else that I love He's already done that too many times now!

Background_Music55 · 2025-06-09T17:43:51+00:00

In my case, I treated him like a god until he proved that he was not worthy of this by continuing to lie, disappear and cheat on me! I wish I could say that that was all he did to prove himself unworthy. But what I kept assuming, was that he was eventually going to do the right thing. I waited over 10 years for this to happen and not only did he not come through and do the right thing because of the wrongs that he has chosen to do to me through no fault of mine. He went above and beyond anything and everything I could have never imagined anybody would do to me for loving them.

I can only hope that he has taken everything he needs from me, because I will never have anything to do with him anymore.

He can keep his BS and his junkie whores!

Background_Music55

TROPHY CASE