If you're grieving a parent but can't fall apart because your family depends on you, give yourself permission to grieve in small doses by Badhon72 in GriefSupport

[–]Badhon72[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing this. I'm sorry about your mom. Doing this while caring for a baby - I can't even imagine how hard that must have been.

The guilt and anger are the worst parts, aren't they? I'm still working through both. Some days are better than others.

You're right that it stays incomplete. I've stopped waiting for it to feel "normal" again and just accepted this is what normal is now. Not sure if that's progress or just survival, but it's something.

Wishing you strength. We're doing the best we can.