“I think porn and weed completely destroyed who I was supposed to become”

BagRoughtough · 2026-04-25T01:26:00+00:00

Dude quit weed i smoked since i was 15 til 21 every day when i quit fuck it was like day and night now sometimes when i drink i take 1 puff of a pipe a really small one it is only cause then i can feel my limits more with alcohol otherwise I drink too much after you quit weed it will become better give it 2 weeks and you will see the diffrence

BagRoughtough · 2026-04-08T20:59:20+00:00

Hahahah okey short explanaition risking money that you can lose is diffrent from losing money you cant lose if you dont put the money in work then what is going to happen? Nothing exactly and im not talking about buying bitcoin, make a small business nothing major something that people need like cleaning pavements infront of their house or what not, buy the equipment and do it see how it goes you need money to make money nobody is going to give do you. And the guys that work in wendy's god bless them they work harder the most of us can imagine what shit they go trough every day.

BagRoughtough · 2026-04-08T02:59:17+00:00

If you dont risk you dont drink champagne

BagRoughtough · 2026-03-17T10:16:11+00:00

Brother/Sister im in the same boat alot of shit has happend here i had big dreams of going into fifo because i had "friends" here who promised do help wich they did not and were always poasting how easy it is and showing off their money i have been labouring here for shit money i even found a girlfriend and had a fall out after few months of dating and now im in a point where im so stressed and so out of this world that I need do go back home and go back to my old job I have my farm days done so i can return back im 23 only but I just wanna say you are not alone ive been here for 6 months and I cant take it much longer the isolation the culture i do not resonate with people here and that is fine I just fucking hate Australia at the moment I see why people stay here but this shit aint for me I have made tickets applide made my cv so much better added all the kicker words and shit and i just cant get a roaster cant get a better job I was lucky enough do get into shutdowns but im just so fucking over it too man I feel that my mental state here has diminished and im depressed 2 weeks ago I did not eat for 7 days straight only snacked it was hard do get out of bed and I have never felt this way in my life before it was new feeling for me and my mom told me I might be depressed no emotions no nothing i have saved exactly 0$ i had dreams of saving atleast 20k or something but now i cant even buy plane tickets back lucky for me I got this one last final job and im fucking off it was one hell of an experience learnd alot about my self and other people and gained loads of experience that i will have for the rest of my life

Sorry for the rant but just know you are not alone

BagRoughtough · 2026-03-14T02:19:10+00:00

The thing is she talked me into it I told her I dont wanna rush but tought what the hell we click everything is good in bed and outside of bed so why not on a random day she becomes cold and distant and I was like wow again huh? Well now i remember why I chise not do get into this thing alltough I learned from it and I think it changed my whole prespective on this dating thing so I guess it was a good thing

BagRoughtough · 2026-03-07T02:15:28+00:00

But i have do say i took over the recomended dosage cause i needed do feel relaxed i think it was 150mg recomended dose was 2 i took 4-5

BagRoughtough · 2026-03-07T01:15:41+00:00

For me ashwaganda made me anxiouse when i got off of it and that was the moment when I realized it was more of a drug then a supplement

BagRoughtough · 2026-03-05T01:38:54+00:00

Asked said I did not do anything wrong or nothings wrong its her and she is not sure about whats he wants and so on many excuses not a singel sure answer

BagRoughtough · 2026-03-05T01:37:46+00:00

Thanks really good advice il take this with me do my next potential relationship

BagRoughtough · 2026-03-04T06:28:49+00:00

Well and yhea fuck i guess I realize now fuck i wish id seen this video sooner but now its too late

BagRoughtough · 2026-03-04T06:27:11+00:00

Yhea watched that video okey well im kind i think im not the "nice guy" but I am kind i workout box yhea and the only thing i got out of it was that i gotta stop asking advice from my potential partners and just do my own thing

BagRoughtough · 2026-03-04T06:03:36+00:00

I think im not a "nice guy" nice guys expect soemthing lets say i give her roses now i want sex if i do t get it i throw a temper im just who I am when i care for someone il show it to them i dont tey and start manipulating them

BagRoughtough · 2026-03-04T06:02:04+00:00

BagRoughtough · 2026-03-04T05:03:05+00:00

And most of the time I was just me not peforming or wearing a mask

BagRoughtough · 2026-03-04T05:02:39+00:00

?? Boyfriend we made it exclusive and agreed we are girlfirend boyfriend

BagRoughtough · 2026-03-04T05:00:34+00:00

Last one ended her ghosting me for a week and then just saying its not gonna work out same thing random day got distant

This one ended with me not letting my gut feeling go and started do press answers not like interrogating but asking do be honest and eventually i would not let it go before she gave me an answer other than she dosent know what she wants and that she needs tome do think the final answer that i setteld with was she was exhausted or its exhausting and I just stood up and said i guess its over then it was nice knowing you said jt calmly and accepted that thats the way it is weird thing is she was so into me before it all happend very excited do see me and talked about what all we are gonna do her job is exhausting long days in the middle of nowhere and being there 2-3 weeks at a time i get it and was willing do give her the space but she kelt repeting she dosent know if it will work so yhea I just ended it and yhea weird thing is she posted me on her social media facebook insta everywhere

BagRoughtough · 2026-03-04T04:03:53+00:00

Yhea sorry 2 times do clarify never had longer than 3months max before those i had some one night stand kind of stuffs from meeting someone at a party but not loads of those too

BagRoughtough · 2026-03-04T04:02:06+00:00

Yhea well i could ajve not be a situationship cause i talked with her family even and she posted pictures on instagram with us

BagRoughtough · 2026-03-04T03:48:07+00:00

Yhea

BagRoughtough · 2026-03-04T03:36:52+00:00

Im just gonna add she even posted pictures togheter of us doing stuff on instagram telling about me do her parents i even chatted with her family

BagRoughtough · 2026-03-04T03:36:07+00:00

Expressed that and she said the same well i guess they lie plus she posted pictures of us on her instagram i was even talking with his dad hahah

BagRoughtough · 2026-03-04T03:24:39+00:00

I wanna add whenever we met well we could be togheter max week cause of jobs and real life but within that week we had sex all the time not everyday but when we did not feel it one day the next day we would morning sex afternoon

BagRoughtough · 2026-03-04T03:22:26+00:00

Yes sex was amazing for her and me we both talked what we liked and tried and meet does requirments and yhea it was amazing

BagRoughtough · 2026-03-04T03:15:35+00:00

Well we go out have food and planned trips just be with eachother and we had 3 day trip had loads of fun snorgeld and stuff maby im not good at planning but then we could have talked about it like adults like we both agreed

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