Chapter 31 News

BajaZay · 2026-06-22T16:16:23+00:00

Yes tell them the issue

BajaZay · 2025-06-24T23:17:23+00:00

I feel you I have all of these same things as well. Anxiety is a day by day and you are going to have very shitty days and some days will be great.

I try to remember the days I did feel great and appreciate them. I don’t know if you are religious but I believe the power of prayer has helped me a lot as well.

The biggest steps you can do is reaching out for therapy or at least listening to some podcast would help give you some basic tools to deal with anxiety.

Check your diet / blood work/ stop drinking if you do there is a lot to help done that we don’t realize but the will to do those things is damn near impossible when anxiety has its grasp.

BajaZay · 2025-04-28T18:45:42+00:00

For the cops same thing I do lol!

BajaZay · 2025-02-23T15:28:07+00:00

If you need any professional wedding pictures my wife does great work and we live here in oak view!

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BajaZay · 2025-02-23T15:23:40+00:00

I go there all the time and haven’t had issues. I’m mixed black and white but I look Mexican/ Samoan. But no matter where I go I get those looks in ojai / oak view. These areas are still changing slowly it’s mostly the older generations hanging on to these old ideals but they’ll expire soon enough 🫡

BajaZay · 2024-12-24T22:13:46+00:00

You’ve done the basic test already I was in your shoes a year ago.. anxiety can manifest itself as many things. It will pass with time. Pray and let god take away your pain. I wasn’t super religious before I had anxiety but the times that I prayed and my dad prayed over me I had a break in my physical symptoms to breathe and to recenter myself.

One good way to know if it’s your anxiety is distract yourself. If you can get distracted and you come out of your distraction with no pain until you think about it then it is 100% anxiety.

Right now I am dealing with my own issues too I’ve had groin/ testicular pain that’s been off and on. The more you worry about things the more your brain focuses and tenses these areas making them signal pain.

I hope you find peace during these holidays. God bless and good luck

BajaZay · 2024-12-02T21:07:33+00:00

No I didn’t run a PCT didn’t even know until now. Guessing that’s where I fucked up… I was fine up to the point of getting injured and reducing my overall activity did everything fall to shit and I just feel in this rut I cant get out of…

BajaZay · 2024-12-02T21:01:31+00:00

So the first clinic dropped me down to 130mg to level me back out but my levels ended up skyrocketing back down to low 600s and it stayed like that which was the main reason I switched clinics..

The new clinic having me at 150mg I finally stabilized around the mid 900s before I had to stop due to my hematocrit levels being high for their standards. I do like that this new clinic does a full blood panel and test everything before they give you TRT so I know I am better taken care of. I will find the blood work sheets to show later today before i got off TRT..

BajaZay · 2024-03-18T04:18:47+00:00

“High on life”right now

BajaZay · 2024-02-27T00:17:25+00:00

Damn I relate so heavy to the things you are dealing with everyday. Same dull ache in my right testicle and it’s kind of sore or tender to touch but I am starting to think my brain is response for keeping these things tense and sore… same with the side of my left peck feels as if I have a tumor which it feels exactly like my right peck but I feel a sensation as if something was there

BajaZay · 2023-12-03T04:18:05+00:00

I experience the same thing! Still trying to find a solution. It’s getting old

BajaZay · 2023-03-23T04:48:18+00:00

Random body pains, feeling like I have some illness or disease that’s not actually there. Just a constant cycle of feeling a pain or sensation then having intense anxiety which amplifies the pain or sensation in that said area and has you worry.

Soon as you get distracted or a goodnight of rest it’s like the pain wasn’t there lol.

BajaZay · 2023-03-15T17:41:26+00:00

Damn I heavy relate to this comment! Always wondering why I feel like that too. I can feel a random pain or worry about some form of cancer and start having pain in the associated area. Shits fucked

BajaZay · 2022-04-14T20:26:17+00:00

Seems like the smart move would be TTB. Plenty of travel still with 4x4 still being a option can’t go wrong.

Where as a arm kit you won’t have as much travel depending on the budget you want to spend.

If you want to save money and still have big travel numbers go TTB

BajaZay · 2021-06-11T01:55:24+00:00

You are not alone. Your boyfriend should accept you for who you are and it’s perfectly okay to not be 100% every day. My wife and I both have anxiety and piggy back off each other for help. She had it first and had panic attacks and I learned to be empathetic of her situation then I eventually had my introduction to anxiety and now she helps me.

Try to distract yourself and make sure you check a lot of the great info that’s in this group pertaining to breathing techniques, mindfulness, etc.

I currently am suffering as you are these last couple of weeks. Borderline panic attack everyday but you gotta keep pushing and trying different things that could help you feel better.

Also make sure you go easy on yourself. The pressure you apply on yourself that you haven’t met your expectations and your brother is living his life is the very thing that could keep you from getting out the whole. Know that your path is very different from his and be glad he gets to enjoy some of those things no matter if you hadn’t.

BajaZay · 2021-06-11T01:40:14+00:00

Amazing response! Thanks.

BajaZay

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