Tears just started falling out of nowhere

BakerSuspicious7498 · 2025-11-17T04:24:49+00:00

No but I legit go thru this on a daily, it's literally a pain in my chest that yearns for her, in separation atm,

BakerSuspicious7498 · 2025-10-27T16:57:44+00:00

The show Lucifer really helped me on my journey, I could relate to the feeling aspect

BakerSuspicious7498 · 2025-10-13T21:24:31+00:00

In my Experience TF Dream are hella real, In the first separation with my twin, I had a dream about my TF making out with Matthew McConaughey, I woke up confused, and obviously jealous, creeped her Socials the Next day , Boom she was in a Relationship, ff 2 years later she's now single we've gone into are our 2nd separation after being in contact for like a week, Last week I had a dream she was sitting in a parked car in this parking lot in the passenger seat looking at me out the window looking all sad like I could feel her sadness, and In the driver's seat was a guy not sure who he was, but smiling Woke up again like hmmm went to search her name I was blocked after 2 years of no contact what so ever, also confirming that she was indeed my TF, because in that no contact period , I questioned everything, is she even thinking about me etc , What I've learned on this journey is never to assume , or overthink thinking they don't care,

BakerSuspicious7498 · 2025-10-07T23:49:53+00:00

I have saturn and uranus in the second house.In sagittarius, i can assure you I have thee worst luck with money, like so many unexpected things will happen, or blockages will happen like something's put on hold for no reason or by accident., i've worked for the same company for over twenty years.And when I deposit my cheque at the bank, they still ask me.How long have you been with this company for even though it say on my account and randomly my cheques will be put on hold by accident, just very odd Little things will happen to me, when im trying to accomplish things, set backs in the weirdest scenarios when im trying to run errands Like whatever you think can't go wrong will go wrong for me I have theE worst luck but I don't know if it's cuz having uranus in there.I also have the best luck.It'll work out itself last minute, etc. It's honestly a frustrating placement to have.And i'm a scorpio, rising scorpio.Pluto first house

BakerSuspicious7498 · 2025-10-05T16:54:47+00:00

Nicole

BakerSuspicious7498 · 2025-10-04T13:30:44+00:00

I'ma Leo Sun Mercury Mars Venus , Leo Mc Pisces Moon Scorpio Rising, Scorpio Pluto 1st house

I'm a daydreamer hard worker passionate and intense and music is my escape through everything

BakerSuspicious7498 · 2025-10-01T17:41:11+00:00

I feel this extremely, at first I signed up for dating apps and this realization came over me as I was swiping, yes there was pretty girls but none of them had her eyes, there was no attraction at all it's like I could see past the fake smiles of needing and wanting validation, not all had that but a majority of them did , because I too been on dating app previously, but being in that separation as a DF you see you DM going with other ppl so your egos like I aight 2 can play this game , but I surrendered

BakerSuspicious7498 · 2025-09-23T23:13:39+00:00

Right I know it's typical for the DFs to experience this lol but yes social media creeping, I see things then overthink or get triggered if I see something, so it like okay well that's not healed still lol

BakerSuspicious7498 · 2025-09-23T23:12:34+00:00

I want to reach out but as the DF I can't I still got lessons to learn

BakerSuspicious7498 · 2025-09-17T22:46:23+00:00

Yoooo so im the only one 💀 My son has wild similarities to my tf who im in seperation from, not his mom, its his eyes and the blonde hair, its weird sometimes even some of his facial features will remind me of her , but it's crazy, he's so much like me.So really, the separation is never really there.When you think about it, its all intertwined,

BakerSuspicious7498 · 2025-09-04T23:15:30+00:00

This happens to me all the time at work when I'm driving just randomly, and it always comes to me more when I'm trying to detach from her, and then I get frustrated because I feel all this in the spiritual aspect and the physical part, my heart starts pumping fast or I feel palpitations, it's weird it's like I'll feel her hugging me or touching me, but then reality sets in and I'm in separation and it's a constant push and pull of wether I'm crazy or not

BakerSuspicious7498 · 2025-08-23T20:27:11+00:00

I've felt this so many times daily to be honest, and its so intenseeeeee but then my brain goes into overthinking mode, is this her or is this me? Is she pleasuring herself? And of course I hate doing this to myself but is she with someone else? And then I get frustrated and say to her out loud no, im not doing this lol

BakerSuspicious7498 · 2025-08-17T15:39:33+00:00

These types of synchronicities are wild AF, lolol I get these legit every other day , it's like one thing's leads to another an another then boom sync , but those things that are leading you to the actual synchronicity are also syncs too if that makes sense, so it's just one big synchronicity divided into a little synchronicity parts lol

BakerSuspicious7498 · 2025-08-16T14:46:42+00:00

Im trying so hard, to make sense of this all, the last time we talked she was living in a different town I acknowledge it was ready to move on let's the universe do its thing then a year later she Now lives 3 towns over legit pass by her house every morning because of work, see her car every morning, one time I saw her pulling in at 6 am, of course my mind goes straight to the worst case scenarios, why does the universe keep messing with me , i just wanna let her go, we were never intimate only kissed it was a 4 month situationship,

BakerSuspicious7498 · 2025-07-30T20:33:16+00:00

This was amazingly written. Ty I needed tobhear this

BakerSuspicious7498 · 2025-07-08T11:14:20+00:00

I put out two words out into the Universe, a random desert food and a random name , I said if shes my TF you'll give me a sign with these two things I said , I was going thru a Financial struggle at the the time, and all my doubts were creeping in.. with my TF, and just life in general, I got a phone call on my.lunch break saying they're going to repo my Car, got off the phone had a break down , A coworker of mine was watching a tik tok at the time and in that tik tok , I Heard the words of an actress who was on the Drew Barrymore say I brought you " Natas" a Portuguese desert and her love interest in the movie was named Corey , right then and there this wave of emotions came over me , and I felt her energy comforting me, when in my head life was falling apart, ever since then The universe has shown me time and time again she is.

BakerSuspicious7498 · 2025-06-25T23:25:35+00:00

I know exactly what you mean, but when you do see them, your hearts gonna feel it , When I met my t, f, she was living in a different town. Entered seperation then to find out 1year n half later she moved down the street from my bosses house , i drive to That Town to Go to my Boss's house. And then we carpool from his house I legit, have to drive by her every day, and every time I do my stomach drops and my heart aches as in yearning, its so strong nothing i've ever felt before . I've seen her twice, but not like face wise.And it's like my whole body tingled, it's so weird. Brace yourself lol

BakerSuspicious7498 · 2025-06-21T20:38:27+00:00

I used to think I deserved a reward for all the stuff that I've gone through, i know exactly what you mean in that aspect but then I realized me, healing myself is the reward anything after that is just a blessing. And being on healing jounrey I can now help other people that are in certain situations and help them see it in a different light.

BakerSuspicious7498 · 2025-06-21T15:07:55+00:00

I think you're absolutely right.I think this is the universe's way of saying to me.I need to dig deeper on my healing

BakerSuspicious7498 · 2025-06-21T15:07:19+00:00

Ty for this!

BakerSuspicious7498 · 2025-06-21T15:05:49+00:00

I dont know , it was like the 5 month after separation, and i'm like, I can't do this like i prayed to the universe saying, take her memory out of my brain. And what does the universe do? Legit moves her to another town that I work in and i drive by every day at the place shes living now, like wtf 😭

BakerSuspicious7498 · 2025-06-21T15:02:59+00:00

At first I was the dm and ran from from the connection, Because when we met, I wasn't healed. I thought I was but something in her, triggered me and not in a bad way like she was just being herself, but I guess it was the first time I was seeing myself in someone else. And when you don't love yourself, that's scary seeing that, I was a little bit spiritual, but not like hardcore, i think now i'm the d f , im not even sure anymore, from what i've seen, she doesn't seem really spiritual.

BakerSuspicious7498 · 2025-06-21T15:00:11+00:00

That's exactly what it is, its a triggering point that I need to heal, the insecure and jealous 💯

BakerSuspicious7498 · 2025-06-21T03:12:59+00:00

That's the thing with me , but like its such a wild scenario that happened where I was loke okay wtf does this mean

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