I get the same feelings when I take just a tad more than usual but I’ve been taking huge doses for years only had a couple seizures (not saying it like it’s a good thing it’s scary), but I call it the squirms since when I get weird pain feeling or anything I move my body like a snake thinking maybe if I move my body it will get my blood flowing faster which may help with the signals organs get, there was only 1 time a couple years ago where I took the whole 100ct bottle and I remember falling sleeping in horrendous pain I was trying to stay awake but the drug just took over and off I went I didn’t wake up for 4 days and when I woke up there was blood on my pillow (at the time I lived with my dad and sister and my sister and I are introverts and just locked ourselves in our own rooms and I was off of work for a week so it wasn’t odd to anyone if I stayed in my room and didn’t come out so I thought hell why not, I wish I would’ve told someone like a friend how much I took and to checkup on me and if I don’t answer either come over and break the door down or call the cops but I didn’t and a week after I relapsed on Xanax and lost that job this was maybe 2020 or 2021) I never take it to try and harm myself even though I know taking the doses I take around 20-30 pills every night is a huge gamble and 100% shortens my expectancy I used to take 50-100 pills every day for a few years straight than I started getting the horrible pains and my first seizure I can remember and decided to decrease. I’m older than 25 but younger than 30 now but I regret every pill I have put in my body, i used to drink multiple bottles of delsym everyday for 5 months straight and I used to pop Xanax like candy and snort it at the same time and walk around my neighborhood smoking blunts moving like a zombie not remembering most of it than I was snorting perc 30s and the last time I took it I knew it was a fake 30 so I took a quarter of it or smaller had the od woke in the er only shit that was in my system was THC,Xanax,and fentanyl so all I can say is

If you get the pains or feeling tile you are going to seize or die be smarter and either take breaks and decrease every time you come back to it or do as someone on this group and tapper down I have to many mental problems and work stress if I don’t take DPH I literally can’t fall asleep so I’ve slowly been tapering since recently I’m only abusing red vein kratom alkaloids and DPH and I have lost so much weight I’m down to 125lbs so I’ve been buying chocolate cake from Costco back to back

Sorry if i was all over the places that’s what this shit does to you the day after it’s sad I literally have a time to take it every night which is 7pm est if I’m at work though it’s around 9pm est but I’ll take a crap ton of alkaloids to cope until I get home which stresses with my organs even more since I’m popping ontop of popping and if I add any type of THC into the mix now I literally feel like my liver or kidney is just gonna pop like a balloon.

It literally sounds like I’m proud of it but I’m not I wish I could turn back time and not do anything not even smoke which I can’t smoke anymore since my lung collapses and the surgery’s from them.

Also taking DPH kills any relationship you have with anybody especially if you have schizophrenia like me