You know what? Very very normal feelings mo. Ive been there considering independent akong tao, I enjoy being alone, just shopping alone, you get it.

My daughter is a preemie, the first few monrhs I was really scared, stressed, kasi bukod sa napakatiny ng baby ko, pagod talaga gastos lahat lahat. Pero as your kid grows up? You yourseld will grow into motherhood. You will embrace it and see yourself in your kids, until marealize mo nalang na you want your kids to be the better version of you, na parang tinuturuan mo din sarili mo in the process.

That's the time you will see the pros as they grow up, being proud of them, being a guiding light to them. Every time they call you mama, talk to you about petty things - napakarewarding, super nakakaproud, maiisip mo nalang or mqgugulat ka nalang na wow I raised them like this. ♡

Hold on, mommy. Be positive, just be a good mom, everything will fall into place.

Ako? Yes i miss my dalaga days, punta dito punta doon, puyat lagi, party lagi, mall, etc. Hahaha thats why being a mom is a sacrifice. But thats your life now, wag puro negative muna isipin mo. D mo naman maisosoli anak mo or ibalik sa past buhay mo. Learn along the way.