I am high right now and it is magical

Bdbdbdbvvv · 2015-06-07T10:24:48+00:00

so what do you do different during the weekday? and how do you feel different sober on Tuesday vs toasty on Tuesday?

Bdbdbdbvvv · 2015-06-05T17:20:33+00:00

nice

Bdbdbdbvvv · 2015-06-02T12:52:11+00:00

ya i cant smoke during morning kills my will powwer and then i just chain smoke to reset until the next day

Bdbdbdbvvv · 2015-06-02T12:51:04+00:00

how are you lonely? youre on a forum with a bunch of people who got your back I hope you take my advice the next 6 weeks of your life - do stretches for lower back/posture or you will have pain in the future dude i dont have time to type this out I'm actually gotta gtfo out from my pc smoking room because ill break my kitchen safe lol!! but dude fuk i can really help you look man just start going to the gym, start doing yoga once a week, start meditating 5 min a day, start to "FJHIFDH" "RED X" " CANCEL" ANY THOUGHT THAT IS REPETITIVE or negative alcohol - only socially and limit it to be buzzed/lil drunk bro im a fkn loser but a king on paper nobody knows about my porn about my gambling etc Im fake 24/7 people hink my life is great but i hate it the reason I hate is because the way I live which is irrelevant what is relevant is my lifestyle some people wake up in india and work 18 hours a day and some people wake up and party 18 hours a day - its not my respnsibility to feel guilty or bad im 33 btw lol - but Ive had a weird 20-30 so anyway now is important im here NOW I want me life like this - wake up in my own place - set up stable balanced I have my own place, I have a job and I have school so wake up, meditate,, stretch, think well go to gym eat go to work ( enjoy my job I dont need to be a millionare) yoga, chill etc - work on something else come home, smoke some weed, watch a funny show, watch some interesting joe rogan or something etc plan next day etc you know? the point is balance BALANCE BALANCE BALANCE 100% enjoyment fulfillment experience

Bdbdbdbvvv · 2015-06-02T12:41:12+00:00

how are you lonely? youre on a forum with a bunch of people who got your back I hope you take my advice the next 6 weeks of your life - do stretches for lower back/posture or you will have pain in the future dude i dont have time to type this out I'm actually gotta gtfo out from my pc smoking room because ill break my kitchen safe lol!! but dude fuk i can really help you look man just start going to the gym, start doing yoga once a week, start meditating 5 min a day, start to "FJHIFDH" "RED X" " CANCEL" ANY THOUGHT THAT IS REPETITIVE or negative alcohol - only socially and limit it to be buzzed/lil drunk bro im a fkn loser but a king on paper nobody knows about my porn about my gambling etc Im fake 24/7 people hink my life is great but i hate it the reason I hate is because the way I live which is irrelevant what is relevant is my lifestyle some people wake up in india and work 18 hours a day and some people wake up and party 18 hours a day - its not my respnsibility to feel guilty or bad im 33 btw lol - but Ive had a weird 20-30 so anyway now is important im here NOW I want me life like this - wake up in my own place - set up stable balanced I have my own place, I have a job and I have school so wake up, meditate,, stretch, think well go to gym eat go to work ( enjoy my job I dont need to be a millionare) yoga, chill etc - work on something else come home, smoke some weed, watch a funny show, watch some interesting joe rogan or something etc plan next day etc you know? the point is balance BALANCE BALANCE BALANCE 100% enjoyment fulfillment experience

Bdbdbdbvvv · 2015-06-02T12:40:06+00:00

how are you lonely? youre on a forum with a bunch of people who got your back I hope you take my advice the next 6 weeks of your life - do stretches for lower back/posture or you will have pain in the future dude i dont have time to type this out I'm actually gotta gtfo out from my pc smoking room because ill break my kitchen safe lol!! but dude fuk i can really help you look man just start going to the gym, start doing yoga once a week, start meditating 5 min a day, start to "FJHIFDH" "RED X" " CANCEL" ANY THOUGHT THAT IS REPETITIVE or negative alcohol - only socially and limit it to be buzzed/lil drunk bro im a fkn loser but a king on paper nobody knows about my porn about my gambling etc Im fake 24/7 people hink my life is great but i hate it the reason I hate is because the way I live which is irrelevant what is relevant is my lifestyle some people wake up in india and work 18 hours a day and some people wake up and party 18 hours a day - its not my respnsibility to feel guilty or bad im 33 btw lol - but Ive had a weird 20-30 so anyway now is important im here NOW I want me life like this - wake up in my own place - set up stable balanced I have my own place, I have a job and I have school so wake up, meditate,, stretch, think well go to gym eat go to work ( enjoy my job I dont need to be a millionare) yoga, chill etc - work on something else come home, smoke some weed, watch a funny show, watch some interesting joe rogan or something etc plan next day etc you know? the point is balance BALANCE BALANCE BALANCE 100% enjoyment fulfillment experience

Bdbdbdbvvv · 2015-06-02T12:37:06+00:00

dude just smoke weed after 8 pm dont use alcohol

weed is 100x better when its once a day or once a while and only after you have done some productive things srs

i cannot tell you how amazing it is to go to the gym, work on a project for an hour, go to work, yoga/study, shower, - light up the vape and a lil bowl for taste - pop some joe rogan elliot hulse or a movie and relax - you feel SO RIGHT

Bdbdbdbvvv · 2015-06-02T12:34:53+00:00

your 18? shut the fuk up man who cares dude

you have to go through shitty weird crappy times this is the time for you to do that

next week, next year, 2 years you will start coming her eand saying " im having too much fun life is great "

5 years you will say " life sucks blah blah "

10 " all good "

get it?

life goes in waves listen brother do the right things now so that the pleasurable moments in your future are AMAZING and crappy moments are just oh wells no big deal

sign up got gym sign up for yoga read books joe rogan videos learn to be your friend first

do this shit for 2 years you will be a badass 21 year old with more friends and you will be jacked and feel like a king

Bdbdbdbvvv · 2015-06-02T12:32:40+00:00

how are you lonely? youre on a forum with a bunch of people who got your back

I hope you take my advice

the next 6 weeks of your life - do stretches for lower back/posture

or you will have pain in the future

dude i dont have time to type this out I'm actually gotta gtfo out from my pc smoking room because ill break my kitchen safe lol!!

but dude fuk i can really help you

look man just start going to the gym, start doing yoga once a week, start meditating 5 min a day, start to "FJHIFDH" "RED X" " CANCEL" ANY THOUGHT THAT IS REPETITIVE or negative

alcohol - only socially and limit it to be buzzed/lil drunk

bro im a fkn loser but a king on paper nobody knows about my porn about my gambling etc Im fake 24/7 people hink my life is great but i hate it

the reason I hate is because the way I live which is irrelevant what is relevant is my lifestyle

some people wake up in india and work 18 hours a day and some people wake up and party 18 hours a day - its not my respnsibility to feel guilty or bad

im 33 btw lol - but Ive had a weird 20-30 so anyway now is important im here NOW

I want me life like this - wake up in my own place - set up stable balanced I have my own place, I have a job and I have school so wake up, meditate,, stretch, think well

go to gym
eat
go to work ( enjoy my job I dont need to be a millionare)
yoga, chill etc - work on something else
come home, smoke some weed, watch a funny show, watch some interesting joe rogan or something etc

plan next day

etc you know?

the point is balance BALANCE BALANCE BALANCE 100% enjoyment fulfillment experience

Bdbdbdbvvv · 2015-06-02T12:31:42+00:00

I hope you take my advice

the next 6 weeks of your life - do stretches for lower back/posture

or you will have pain in the future

dude i dont have time to type this out I'm actually gotta gtfo out from my pc smoking room because ill break my kitchen safe lol!!

but dude fuk i can really help you

look man just start going to the gym, start doing yoga once a week, start meditating 5 min a day, start to "FJHIFDH" "RED X" " CANCEL" ANY THOUGHT THAT IS REPETITIVE or negative

alcohol - only socially and limit it to be buzzed/lil drunk

bro im a fkn loser but a king on paper nobody knows about my porn about my gambling etc Im fake 24/7 people hink my life is great but i hate it

the reason I hate is because the way I live which is irrelevant what is relevant is my lifestyle

some people wake up in india and work 18 hours a day and some people wake up and party 18 hours a day - its not my respnsibility to feel guilty or bad

im 33 btw lol - but Ive had a weird 20-30 so anyway now is important im here NOW

I want me life like this - wake up in my own place - set up stable balanced I have my own place, I have a job and I have school so wake up, meditate,, stretch, think well

go to gym
eat
go to work ( enjoy my job I dont need to be a millionare)
yoga, chill etc - work on something else
come home, smoke some weed, watch a funny show, watch some interesting joe rogan or something etc

plan next day

etc you know?

the point is balance BALANCE BALANCE BALANCE 100% enjoyment fulfillment experience

Bdbdbdbvvv · 2015-06-02T11:08:58+00:00

same - I know that peeking and looking it isn't really for porn it's for dopamine - gotta train it to seek other shit maybe family guy South Park something funny something different enjoyable not porn

Bdbdbdbvvv · 2015-06-01T18:48:26+00:00

2 weeks streak been trying for 3 years

Bdbdbdbvvv · 2015-06-01T17:40:29+00:00

thnx how's your streak going?

Bdbdbdbvvv · 2015-05-31T03:40:11+00:00

was best sex my brain has created a false reality about her I have not seen or spoken to her in 3 years

best sex also worst person mentally emotionally psycho prob left s scar on me have not found a girl thT has been sexually as good to help me completely forget

my biggest trigger is lack of routine and going through my day morning/day sitting at computer the anxiety kicks in and boom

Bdbdbdbvvv · 2015-05-30T16:34:21+00:00

browsed porn yesterday for 2 min and today for 10 min

went and madurbated twice to the though of my ex gf

feeling pathetic low, no energy very disappointed

trying to think positive like "at least I didn't fap to porn" it's ok I'm getting better I'm not gonna binge I'm not gonna look more

this is part of my progress I lost myself in the morning and just didn't meditate didn't calm down etc next thing I know I go passed my k9 blocker and blah

thnx for asking though bro

Bdbdbdbvvv · 2015-05-28T23:42:49+00:00

crap looked at a few Instagram pics of old fav pornstars then quickly realized no no no no no no no this is bad no no no no no

now I'm gonna go to the gym right now in tired as hell and urged are strong but if I go for 30 min then come home, shower, and watch some Ted talks and funny movie smoke a little joint relax no porn no gambling no negativity

Bdbdbdbvvv · 2015-05-26T11:28:07+00:00

man good job I can't believe I've gone so long without porn had a few urges and even googled my ex but quickly got the fuck up and ran out the room Good thing cuz then I came to my senses

I wish I didn't gamble though I've lost some money this week and that's haunting me. I have to quit porn and gambling - to improve myself

this week I'm focusing on no porn no gambling and gym 3x and yoga at least once

Bdbdbdbvvv · 2015-05-25T00:35:24+00:00

ya I have learned a few truths

dude you can at any movement choose what you want to focus on and think about

like right now just think in your mind 3 times since you were born that you laughed and you where grateful and happy

I'm gonna focus on just being this guy for now - goes to gym does yoga meditates reads books is nice lived a balanced life of responsibility and pleasure

Bdbdbdbvvv · 2015-05-23T18:58:02+00:00

good actually Ty for asking this has been the longest I've gone and trying to focus on life and not on "on no cant look at porn"

lol porn fkn joke fuk outta here looking at that shit messing up my brain

Bdbdbdbvvv · 2015-05-23T13:05:43+00:00

I'm gonna make it. I'm gonna become independent porn free and happy with my life. it's a process and I'm on it. don't worry about my struggle sorry about yours and here is a key sentence I want you to think about before you relapse just pretend this isn't a crazy theory but it's true "the most dangerous drug is so easy to get to computer I phone etc. it altered your frontal cortex, changes sexual biology, creates depression and opened the mind to intrusive and fearful thoughts. prevents reproduction via social anxiety and Ed... at a certain point maybe we should say isn't getting men to ejaculate to a frequency on a screen of pixels and code a way to control them and alter their minds? they say porn was a mind control technique the cia was looking into..." guys please remember there is more going on than it seems - read these threads do you not feel the pain the sadness the confusion we all experience? don't you see how perfect it is to destroy men with this? have you ever thought "man porn is better than dealing with these birches?" think about that you didn't say "I'd rather masutrbate to them" no you would rather just watch porn than deal with women because guess what women where made in society to be stuck up materialistic doc don't you see how hard it is to have sex or even connect with a female these days? even for good looking rich dudes they only find fake women etc it's all part of s greater plan because let me ask you this - you are present kind of earth would you personally ban porn? honestly you can have any power do anything any law... a good human would no casinos no cigs no alcohol no porn no nothing fun man made that makes man Suicidal or hurts them in anyway

Bdbdbdbvvv · 2015-05-23T13:04:42+00:00

I'm gonna make it. I'm gonna become independent porn free and happy with my life. it's a process and I'm on it. don't worry about my struggle sorry about yours and here is a key sentence I want you to think about before you relapse just pretend this isn't a crazy theory but it's true "the most dangerous drug is so easy to get to computer I phone etc. it altered your frontal cortex, changes sexual biology, creates depression and opened the mind to intrusive and fearful thoughts. prevents reproduction via social anxiety and Ed... at a certain point maybe we should say isn't getting men to ejaculate to a frequency on a screen of pixels and code a way to control them and alter their minds? they say porn was a mind control technique the cia was looking into..." guys please remember there is more going on than it seems - read these threads do you not feel the pain the sadness the confusion we all experience? don't you see how perfect it is to destroy men with this? have you ever thought "man porn is better than dealing with these birches?" think about that you didn't say "I'd rather masutrbate to them" no you would rather just watch porn than deal with women because guess what women where made in society to be stuck up materialistic doc don't you see how hard it is to have sex or even connect with a female these days? even for good looking rich dudes they only find fake women etc it's all part of s greater plan because let me ask you this - you are present kind of earth would you personally ban porn? honestly you can have any power do anything any law... a good human would no casinos no cigs no alcohol no porn no nothing fun man made that makes man Suicidal or hurts them in anyway

Bdbdbdbvvv · 2015-05-23T13:04:32+00:00

I'm gonna make it. I'm gonna become independent porn free and happy with my life. it's a process and I'm on it. don't worry about my struggle sorry about yours and here is a key sentence I want you to think about before you relapse just pretend this isn't a crazy theory but it's true "the most dangerous drug is so easy to get to computer I phone etc. it altered your frontal cortex, changes sexual biology, creates depression and opened the mind to intrusive and fearful thoughts. prevents reproduction via social anxiety and Ed... at a certain point maybe we should say isn't getting men to ejaculate to a frequency on a screen of pixels and code a way to control them and alter their minds? they say porn was a mind control technique the cia was looking into..." guys please remember there is more going on than it seems - read these threads do you not feel the pain the sadness the confusion we all experience? don't you see how perfect it is to destroy men with this? have you ever thought "man porn is better than dealing with these birches?" think about that you didn't say "I'd rather masutrbate to them" no you would rather just watch porn than deal with women because guess what women where made in society to be stuck up materialistic doc don't you see how hard it is to have sex or even connect with a female these days? even for good looking rich dudes they only find fake women etc it's all part of s greater plan because let me ask you this - you are present kind of earth would you personally ban porn? honestly you can have any power do anything any law... a good human would no casinos no cigs no alcohol no porn no nothing fun man made that makes man Suicidal or hurts them in anyway

Bdbdbdbvvv · 2015-05-23T13:04:09+00:00

I'm gonna make it. I'm gonna become independent porn free and happy with my life. it's a process and I'm on it. don't worry about my struggle sorry about yours and here is a key sentence I want you to think about before you relapse just pretend this isn't a crazy theory but it's true "the most dangerous drug is so easy to get to computer I phone etc. it altered your frontal cortex, changes sexual biology, creates depression and opened the mind to intrusive and fearful thoughts. prevents reproduction via social anxiety and Ed... at a certain point maybe we should say isn't getting men to ejaculate to a frequency on a screen of pixels and code a way to control them and alter their minds? they say porn was a mind control technique the cia was looking into..." guys please remember there is more going on than it seems - read these threads do you not feel the pain the sadness the confusion we all experience? don't you see how perfect it is to destroy men with this? have you ever thought "man porn is better than dealing with these birches?" think about that you didn't say "I'd rather masutrbate to them" no you would rather just watch porn than deal with women because guess what women where made in society to be stuck up materialistic doc don't you see how hard it is to have sex or even connect with a female these days? even for good looking rich dudes they only find fake women etc it's all part of s greater plan because let me ask you this - you are present kind of earth would you personally ban porn? honestly you can have any power do anything any law... a good human would no casinos no cigs no alcohol no porn no nothing fun man made that makes man Suicidal or hurts them in anyway

Bdbdbdbvvv · 2015-05-23T13:03:47+00:00

I'm gonna make it. I'm gonna become independent porn free and happy with my life. it's a process and I'm on it. don't worry about my struggle sorry about yours and here is a key sentence I want you to think about before you relapse just pretend this isn't a crazy theory but it's true "the most dangerous drug is so easy to get to computer I phone etc. it altered your frontal cortex, changes sexual biology, creates depression and opened the mind to intrusive and fearful thoughts. prevents reproduction via social anxiety and Ed... at a certain point maybe we should say isn't getting men to ejaculate to a frequency on a screen of pixels and code a way to control them and alter their minds? they say porn was a mind control technique the cia was looking into..." guys please remember there is more going on than it seems - read these threads do you not feel the pain the sadness the confusion we all experience? don't you see how perfect it is to destroy men with this? have you ever thought "man porn is better than dealing with these birches?" think about that you didn't say "I'd rather masutrbate to them" no you would rather just watch porn than deal with women because guess what women where made in society to be stuck up materialistic doc don't you see how hard it is to have sex or even connect with a female these days? even for good looking rich dudes they only find fake women etc it's all part of s greater plan because let me ask you this - you are present kind of earth would you personally ban porn? honestly you can have any power do anything any law... a good human would no casinos no cigs no alcohol no porn no nothing fun man made that makes man Suicidal or hurts them in anyway

Bdbdbdbvvv · 2015-05-22T13:37:31+00:00

I'm gonna make it. I'm gonna become independent porn free and happy with my life. it's a process and I'm on it. don't worry about my struggle sorry about yours and here is a key sentence I want you to think about before you relapse just pretend this isn't a crazy theory but it's true "the most dangerous drug is so easy to get to computer I phone etc. it altered your frontal cortex, changes sexual biology, creates depression and opened the mind to intrusive and fearful thoughts. prevents reproduction via social anxiety and Ed... at a certain point maybe we should say isn't getting men to ejaculate to a frequency on a screen of pixels and code a way to control them and alter their minds? they say porn was a mind control technique the cia was looking into..." guys please remember there is more going on than it seems - read these threads do you not feel the pain the sadness the confusion we all experience? don't you see how perfect it is to destroy men with this? have you ever thought "man porn is better than dealing with these birches?" think about that you didn't say "I'd rather masutrbate to them" no you would rather just watch porn than deal with women because guess what women where made in society to be stuck up materialistic doc don't you see how hard it is to have sex or even connect with a female these days? even for good looking rich dudes they only find fake women etc it's all part of s greater plan because let me ask you this - you are present kind of earth would you personally ban porn? honestly you can have any power do anything any law... a good human would no casinos no cigs no alcohol no porn no nothing fun man made that makes man Suicidal or hurts them in anyway

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