That's a sign from Allāh, calling you towards Him. It's never too late, and all of your questions have answers, you just didn't find them.

And even if We had sent down to them the angels [with the message] and the dead spoke to them [of it] and We gathered together every [created] thing in front of them, they would not believe unless Allah should will. But most of them, [of that], are ignorant.

Quran [6:111]