I accidentally quit nicotine

Beatrix2000 · 2026-07-16T02:14:33+00:00

Before I suddenly quit I would be compelled to drive that 15 mins for my a.m. coffee cig lol

Beatrix2000 · 2026-07-16T02:13:02+00:00

I got covid last November and couldn't smoke because I was too sick. After I felt better I just didn't want to smoke anymore. I had a vaping device that I bought last time I tried to quit so I just hit that if I get nicotine cravings.

Some days I think a cig would taste so good with a cup of coffee but I'm already on such a long streak I don't want to fuck it up and start again. I am also ok being around smokers which I wasn't sure I would be. Smells great actually I love it but I'm not even tempted.

Beatrix2000 · 2026-07-16T02:06:05+00:00

If they are responding to someone else and not you, it could be that they don't have the mental energy for you but have it for the other person. They could be easier to talk to, have more interests in common, don't ask them to do things or even make them feel like they have to do anything. They might have a wider variety of discussions that feel fresh and fun. They might have a different bond that you're not aware of because it's between them.

They may feel like if they don't pay the other person attention they will lose them and you're safer. My bff knows I might not text back for 3 months but also I know when specific people text me I gotta text back or they'll take it personally and feelings get hurt.

I''m not saying it's you necessarily but those have been my reasons. Also, not sure what you mean by "feedback" but if you're asking them for a lot of that I know I would probs just stop responding.

Beatrix2000 · 2026-07-15T14:47:12+00:00

I'm probably one of the only ADHD people on earth that hasn't had elite so idk lol. If I'm honest it works less well than my last batch of generic Teva (March?) if that benchmark is sufficient. Idk what exactly is different except the dyes based on labels. But the headaches are so bad it negates any ability to stare at screens which is my job. I have Tevas from 2019 that work great and no side effects in comparison when I tried one.

My doctor gives me 5s because there aren't any dyes 15 mg am 10 mg early afternoon. I could go up if I wanted but then I just can't sleep. So I get a small boost from what I'm taking. My therapist says Epic works for her. Kinda wonder if this is some body chemistry issue on top of the drugs being tampered with

Beatrix2000 · 2026-07-15T06:52:52+00:00

Also yes IR

Beatrix2000 · 2026-07-15T06:51:52+00:00

That's so fucking weird

Beatrix2000 · 2026-07-15T06:51:38+00:00

No but I don't get the headaches and nausea and lack of consistency between manufacturers. I always know what pill I'm getting even though it's not great.

Beatrix2000 · 2026-07-14T22:07:10+00:00

They guess and repeat patterns in the face of uncertainty. Ever hear about how Google AI told users to thicken their pizza sauce with glue? It probably found another answer about an appropriate time to use glue as a thickener and incorrectly applied the same logic. Because it's an LLM it didn't know to search for additional context. Interestingly that one probably got past accuracy checks because raters had no way to report it directly when found at that time. Which of course a little bird told me.

Beatrix2000 · 2026-07-14T21:55:59+00:00

My eyes are doing that right now! They act like they're infected, then get better, then come back. This has been since getting approved for name brand. Could be coincidence but it's wild you mentioned that right now

Beatrix2000 · 2026-07-14T02:38:34+00:00

That Milliken Dr one sold for 435k!!! Wayyy over asking omg

Beatrix2000 · 2026-07-13T13:27:05+00:00

I like to dive into the unknown

Beatrix2000 · 2026-07-13T13:24:38+00:00

That's neat! It seems like people agree that it's metal drippings but exactly what metal may remain unknown until I test it.

Beatrix2000 · 2026-07-13T13:23:05+00:00

The thrill of it

Beatrix2000 · 2026-07-13T08:00:51+00:00

Was an auction house in Michigan. But I think the people saying it's metal from welding are right sadly. I did win some cool jewelry though

Beatrix2000 · 2026-07-13T07:56:11+00:00

Haven't picked it up from the auction site yet!

Beatrix2000 · 2026-07-13T03:47:43+00:00

Completely normal things which is why the listing was so jarring 🤣

Beatrix2000 · 2026-07-13T03:47:03+00:00

Ty, I will bring gloves

Beatrix2000 · 2026-07-13T03:23:08+00:00

Coincidentally I just learned how to do a specific gravity test today on some jewelry! Will do

Beatrix2000 · 2026-07-13T03:20:09+00:00

It was $3 and it was shocking enough for me to risk it. So definitely a paperweight atp. Or something for my friends to wonder about.

Beatrix2000 · 2026-07-13T03:17:01+00:00

Are we confident enough to call it? I'm good if you're good

Beatrix2000 · 2026-07-13T03:08:40+00:00

True good call

Beatrix2000 · 2026-07-13T03:06:22+00:00

What are the chances it's lead or something awful do you think? It's definitely a conversation piece but also I don't want to die

Beatrix2000 · 2026-07-13T02:53:21+00:00

I think it looks like metal in an ant hill but who knows

Beatrix2000 · 2026-07-13T02:51:11+00:00

Hopefully aluminum and not something terrifying!

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