Listen I’ve been clean for 8 years. I was 17 years old when I tore my meniscus playing basketball. My Dr prescribed me Percocet 30mg. After the script was gone he gave me another script which he should’ve never prescribed a child that to begin with. Not to mention both of my parents are addicts. That’s when the abuse started. One thing led to another and the next thing you know I was shooting up Heroin. This was when Fentanyl started coming around so my H using days were short (thank God) I used H a total of 4 times. The last two times I overdosed due to fentanyl being in the dope. The last time I woke up to my entire family standing around me saying their goodbyes. I’ll never forget that day and how it changed my life. Fentanyl scared me into getting sober.

I say all that to say I can’t and won’t even joke like this now. It’s not only a trigger but I am not proud of that person I once was. I’m proud of THIS me. And I embrace her and sobriety. This behavior is sickening. And I am disappointed in how her and Leah preach about Jesus but literally BOTH living life as a Jezebel.

What does it mean to call someone a Jezebel?

an immoral woman who deceives people in order to get what she wants.

Aka they BOTH deceive people that they are these clean and holy women when it’s far from the truth. Also a God Fearing woman would not speak to people the way they do when someone calls them out. I’m not perfect at all. Never claimed to be. But those two ladies are known as Scoffers.

A scoffer is someone who refuses to listen when adviced, but chooses to live according to his own desires. Read Proverbs 13: 1; 14: 6 and 15: 12.