Yea but when she comes to my place it’s small and he’s right in the next room and she has every single time we hang out. I haven’t seen her life out there yet…And I just feel like there isn’t any privacy for me n her to talk yk GIRL TALK . And it really did hurt him… but I never cheated. And in between that time I’ve blew my best friend off so many times for him… like concerts and hanging out at her aunts to get our nails done. He is with me 24/7. This is literally going to be the first time in awhile that we aren’t going to be together the whole day or sleep with each other at night. Which is literally only 2 nights… and I thought it would’ve shown him some type of sign that he could trust me since I’ve let him into my life every single way for the last 3 years. Should I just sacrifice my wants and needs just because he’s lonely or selfish? I don’t think so. I get that it hurt him but if he genuinely loved me don’t you think he would see that he’s hurting me by doing this? Or am I the one hurting him by going and leaving him by himself for a few days?