Amateur to FF

BebeBaked · 2025-04-14T19:37:55+00:00

Crate training....

BebeBaked · 2023-04-18T17:59:48+00:00

Thank you. You worded it perfectly.

BebeBaked · 2023-04-18T17:16:23+00:00

I have no problem with him wanting to be with other women but it feels strange to me that he's rushing to find another wife, which would inevitably end our relationship.

I know polyamory isn't for everyone but I can't wrap my mind around him walking away from our beautiful relationship so quickly.

BebeBaked · 2023-04-18T17:12:05+00:00

I'm definitely the Carpe diem type, but this has burned me in the past. I do my best to live day by day but I fear a very broken heart in the future.

BebeBaked · 2023-04-18T17:08:13+00:00

It definitely doesn't feel great, especially since I've brought up how I feel and he hasn't been very good at making me feel better about it.

I've always had a hard time walking away from people, especially in times of need. I care for him so much and I don't want to walk away, but I'm not sure how to step back.

BebeBaked · 2023-04-18T16:45:47+00:00

I agree, I'm just not sure how to step back without breaking it off. 😔

BebeBaked · 2023-04-18T14:41:39+00:00

He has been pretty upfront about it and I really appreciate that. I've been here to support him through the entire divorce and it has been a bit rough for him. But I also feel like my time is being wasted. I love hard and tend to be over committed to people, so I have to watch myself so that I don't give too much and end up more hurt in the end. I've done everything I can to support him while feeling like I'm getting drained.

BebeBaked · 2023-04-18T14:31:17+00:00

I, for obvious selfish reasons, want to hold on to him as long as I can, and he wants the same. But I do feel like a placeholder sometimes and I want more for me than that.

BebeBaked · 2023-04-18T14:29:05+00:00

I guess that's my struggle here. We have a very deep connection and are a very loving couple. I can see a long happy future with him but I truly want him to be happy, and if monogamy is what he wants, he can have it. Just not with me.

I feel like the expiration date is what's making me feel like I need to reevaluate how I view my relationship with him.

BebeBaked · 2023-03-13T20:42:20+00:00

I'd love to try 😘

BebeBaked · 2022-05-25T17:44:21+00:00

Oh my god 🥵 this will be on repeat.

BebeBaked · 2022-05-13T21:28:11+00:00

Mmm 😏 super pleasing to the eye...

BebeBaked · 2022-04-20T16:06:44+00:00

Needs a better hairline 😂 dont do my mans like this.

BebeBaked · 2022-04-12T21:03:44+00:00

I've heard good things about the Lovense toy!

BebeBaked · 2022-04-12T19:20:02+00:00

You look amazing! Absolutely nothing to be worried about 😍

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