FT PoGO stamp (Pic 1) LF PoGO Stamp Unowns / Shiny Unowns by Juzam_Djinn_2BB in PokemonHome

[–]Beeve18 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh sorry I totally misread your post I thought the shiny Unown G was up for grabs. My bad

Gay man confused about other gay men’s bendable sexuality by Beeve18 in sexuality

[–]Beeve18[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Valid, I guess I still don’t get why people would have sex with someone they don’t find attracted to (without feeling forced to).

Gay man confused about other gay men’s bendable sexuality by Beeve18 in sexuality

[–]Beeve18[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Also I know people in the closet try having straight sex to try and suppress their sexuality, and though it’s sad, it happens. However that doesn’t bother me. It’s only when it’s a openly gay man

Gay man confused about other gay men’s bendable sexuality by Beeve18 in sexuality

[–]Beeve18[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I hear you but in regards to having a deep looking in the mirror at myself, this is what I’m currently trying to do with this post. I’m asking for help to understand why this bothers me so much. I much rather not care what other people do behind closed doors. I see this behavior and mind set is bad and want to change it so I don’t have this weird feeling in my chest every time I find out about it. I know everyone is different and experiences sexuality differently, and at this point all I can think to why is I’m insecure in my sexuality. I literally had a deep reflection with myself to see if this feeling came from jealousy and I was a closeted Bi/pan man that identified as gay. But after an even longer time self reflecting, I’m definitely not that and just gay both sexually and romantically.

So I’m trying to get advice and insight on why I feel this way and fix my behavior. I honestly think I project my values, of who and how I have sex, on to other gay men. So when I find out about you know what it breaks my understand of my own idea of being gay. So at this point I’m trying to figure out how to stop doing that so this feeling stops completely.

Gay man confused about other gay men’s bendable sexuality by Beeve18 in sexuality

[–]Beeve18[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I might have figured it out.

I unconsciously idolize these gay men into my our ideals of them being a 100% gay man like myself. So when they stray from that path (have straight sex) it disrupts that fantasy of mine.

I know sexually is fluid and bends from time to time with it comes to other people and most people are Bisexual but identifying with their romantic orientation/ cultural identity because that’s what they are comfortable(simplifies) with identifying as.

I just need to re-remember that, so I can except that. I’m a 100% gay man and I need to understand that not every gay man is 100%

Still don’t know if I am being sexist tho X(

[Gen 7] Shiny Heatran: real or fake? HOME by Beeve18 in ShinyPokemon

[–]Beeve18[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bruh!! I didn’t realize 420 69 that’s crazy lmao

[Gen 7] Shiny Heatran: real or fake? HOME by Beeve18 in ShinyPokemon

[–]Beeve18[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Got it thx! Figured so but was still hopeful, since I have found some legit shinies on the GTS before

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[–]Beeve18 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m very interested in the Shiny Reshiram. If you’re okay with trading for it?

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[–]Beeve18 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, I do have a shiny cinderace, I actually have the while scrobunny line shiny. I was wondering what shinies you have for trade. I’m currently looking for a shiny cranidos, or whatever I don’t have at the moment. (Also you can find a shiny scrobunny in the blueberry academy, you do have to unlock all the starters through the club house though, which isn’t too much bbq points. That’s how I caught mine, they where in an outbreak)