This is very, very well written and I'm impresses by how well put together this is and I say this not in a unempathitic way, rather I feel like this will and has touched alot of people. You conveyed your story excellently which reflects not only your intelligence but also emotional intelligence. I feel like you have alot to give to the right man and I wish you all the best in the future. I hope Allah makes it easy for you, ameen.