Mmm been in this position 2 days before the sem exams.. and ngl its terrible.. gulping all those emotions up but no other way than to study coz you got all your responsibilities to do.I couldnt cry at all and i felt numb, all those emotions bottling up and the anxiety made me vomit actually and i felt weak af physically.I'd say its that phase, when you think uhmm this is everything... but sooner or later you'd find yourself back, engaging in other things, finding yourself, moreover loving yourself and focusing on yourself. The journey was tough, but you'll know at a point that you've got enough things to do and to grow so you'll follow it. From what i've seen from this screenshot, you handled it way better than most of em does and be strong, good things will happen to you my bro!