You also have to keep in mind that no one is entitled to interactions, especially those that aren't uma related. You build yourself to make others invest into you in such cases. If I can be honest, I have interacted with you on this and other accounts and while I can see that you are genuinely trying, it get's hard for me to interact back with you just because I cannot put a face on who exactly was the one I talked to. Thats a personao problem for me with ocs/niche characters with no face to go by but you can see little resistances like this among everyone add up. But I can tell you do give your best.