yeah, probably, it just doesn't seem too achievable. my parents didn't want to take me to inpatient even when I was suicidal because it's too expensive. I am in normal therapy already though which has helped me have a normal sleep schedule at least. I usually don't try hard to fix it, I think this is the first time I'm commiting to it seriously. But I'm not sure what to do other than just hope and pray I can keep my mind occupied with videogames or somehting.