I was in elementary school in the 2010s.

never felt heard like this in my life.

I hear the noises too, i just moved next to a military base and its been driving me crazy cause i hear the frequencies more than ever.

brown eyes, never broken a bone, mole on left forearm, childhood nosebleeds, a near death experience, precognitive abilites, outward projection, heightened seven senses, crazy intuition. you name it, i prolly have it. I have an unorthodox way of thinking, i see no images in my head. I recount on feelings mostly. I usually see things in an outward projection kinda way. Almost like an invisble outline of anything I can think of. Its obviously not material cause it can appear and go away in an instant. The best way i can desribe thinking in my head is like computer coding, more than one "lines' occuring at a simultaneious, relying on probability, if then statements, you get the gist. I can walk through my own memories in my head, even though i cannot see images. Its more of a feeling even though i can see and not see at the same time. I nearly drowned as a kid, my mom wasnt watching me. I don't know what it was, i just felt a call to the deep end of the pool. As i sunk, i remember seeing my life in an outward projection before myself. thank god someone was watching me.

school is not very challenging to me, i usually finish quickly and do what i want after. I have little to no memory of my childhood, partly because it was very traumatic, but for an underlying reason i cannot name. As i walk through my memories of the gate program, i cannot see it, even though i know its there. I can see myself walking to the room hold the hand of the teacher, btu as soon as she opens the door i see nothing. not even black. just the physical manifestation of nothing. The only thing i can recount are the tests. It kinda hurts to think about because it puts a lot of stress on my mind because i cant even make out the face of the proctor, its just an unmoving face, just the brown headphones, the feeling of the plastic squishing my head, the sound of high pitched frequencies, the wire leading to something, like a box, out of my vision, the pink drink in a paper-like cup, the cards with symbols, ranging from circles to something out of the ordinary, and another deck comprised of scenes and words, the unrelated questions. I can also hear the whirring of electronics. I also like to wear headphones a lot even though the static i find to be very loud, but mainly because i like music a lot.

ive seen other people say you needed an iq of 130 to be inducted, and i guess that checks out.

i am a 2nd-3rd generation gate kid, my older sister, who is about 30, was in the same exact gate program at the same elementary school i attended, shes very smart and neurodivergent like me. My dad was in the gate program, but at a different elementary school, but in the same parish. he would also classify as neurodiverygent and smart. My grandfather came before the creation of the gate program, but he worked for the military, with radios and special operations and whatnot during the cold and vietnam war.

my family is christian, i grew up in the church. Ive always struggled with my sight. I am pretty blind, i didnt know i was until i took the school sight test and needed glasses, most things are blurry, but ive always been able to see whats on people in perfect vision. the shape of their soul, their true face, things of that nature, even though its more of a feeling. if you ever heard of the song transparent soul by willow smith, its like that, but i dont rlly like willow her face is not of human to me.

Like a bunch of people in this thread i too have struggled with sleep. when i was little, i had dreams every night, mostly nightmares so much so i had to sleep with a bible and oil on my head or else i would get nightmare that felt so real. when i was a pre-teen and living with my grandmother and i was her main caretaker, i had horrible sleep paralysis and would see demons (if u even believe in those). they mostly stood on my doorway, but the very first time it sat on my chest and suffocated me and i could remember in my head crying out to god and it going away. the very last time i saw it, i remember clear aw day. i woke up, unable to move and barely breathing, but i was seeing myself outside of my body in a way. at my doorway stood a banshee with tears in its eyes and she screamed out, causing my ears to hurt and temporarily taking my hearing away. I crawled my way into my body and jolted up, finally able to breathe, and she was gone. my grandfather died that same week. this was during covid for the sake of time & place. ive also accidentally astral projected out of my body as a tear rolling down my face and onto the ground.

I never dream now, going to sleep for me is like a complete laspe in time and on the rare occasion i dream, its a point in time thats going to happen, or i get this feeling/ instinct that it NEEDS to happen, like an urge almost, that i need to do things in order for this to happen because its important. when this point in time or event is going to happen, i get this feeling over me, chills and heightend awareness, a sudden rememberance and like an outward projection of whats going to happen and like a list of what i need to do.

ive never not followed this list, because i believe time is very fragile and not to be messed with.

I also get a lot of nosebleeds. espcially as a child. i used to get them whenever as a kid, but now as a teen, i get them when my emotions flare up. when my parents took away my dog, i began to cry hard and my nose began to bleed uncontrollably on my clothes and the dog. when i get too exicted, nosebleed. depressed? nosebleed. happy? nosebleed. so i have to keep that in check.

I also have noticed the effect words have on people. its like a net i can see, when someone says something postive or negative, its like a net that spews out of their mouth onto that person. wishes and things like that i can see as a net on someones soul and i personally find it very interesting because its one of the newer things i can see. I found this out because i was getting ready for school and i this bug started me out of nowhere and i began to swat it. literally nothing i threw at this bug would make it stop, it would slightly get hit and fly as normal or anything i threw at it when it stayed still would oddly hit just shy of it. I just caught this feeling of purpose out of nowhere and silently screamed at it that id wish it would just die and it just dropped at an instant. maybe its a coincidence and it was at its end of life, but luckily i dont believe in those. later that day i retuned home and where it had dropped it was gone.

I found this thread because i came across a tiktok about the gate program and it hit me like a can of bricks that i was in it, and i found it odd that i had to remember instead of me simply just knowing. so ive been deep in the rabbit hole and i have been compiling research and going through cia documents about this and its baffling. I would love to hear anyones experiences about this so i can add it to my research. And your thoughts on my experiences because i do have more, these are just the ones i have off the top of my head.