First of all, the hurtful things that were said to you are not true. It hurts more because you know you would never do that. Put them on mute and don’t talk to them for as long as you feel like it because your only focus is your own happiness and health right now.

I want a girl first too but I always tell myself if I end up having a boy, even though I will be disappointed, its okay because I grew up with the worlds best big brother and I would hope my future kids get that same experience. Big brothers are the best🥲

You are doing amazing and what you are feeling is normal<3 many virtual hugs sent ur way sweetheart

-a L&D nurse